its winter and i'm cold
there's a birthday bash tonight
a goodf riend of mine is finally turning 19!!
i believe i am going with Cam tonight but will have to call and check up.
so far, my schedule looks like this: sunday - work, dance class, bithday bash. monday - school, work. tuesday - school, tentative plans with taya. wednesday - school, movie with keith.
and for some reason, despite having a busy life. I still have time to feel lonely. Had a horrible dream last night. Keith no longer found me attractive and resisted my charms. GAH! I woke up very depresed at 8 a.m. and called and harrassed him for peace of mind.
instead of getting peace of mind, i now have refreshed doubts. Stupid boy. He was still sleeping and i got a couple of mumbles out of him but no "you're my world, my light, my joy"s.
Looks like i'll have to drug him.
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sorry aboot the lonelyness, hope its just a passing emotion, something that you can remedy with the peoples in your life, try not to uber think things. such is woman.
You feeling lonely?? Now what's that all about??
Are we feeling a little insecure about ones self?
here's a