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Thursday Nov 03, 2005

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Ty calls it my "rockstar swagger."
Emi calls it my "strut."
I refer to it as "my limp."

Tonight, i think my sister and I have discovered the cause of this. I'm a regular and my left leg is my lead leg. It's even noticably larger than my right leg. Bizzare.

After dinner conversations of funky chinese characters that I don't know how to type on a keyboard. Rozie's upset cuz her name means dew. The character for it is water over street. Yeah, okay. There's no way i can convey this through english words.

My chinese name only has one meaning and i'm more than satisfied with it. My Grandma Agnes rocks! Love that woman to bits.

I miss the people from my childhood.
"I've doubted the world, and people in it, many times. After I met, and got to know you, I started referring back, thinking as long as someone like you can be in this world, then there's hope. Don't doubt me. I once offered you my hope as a lifeline. The reason it was easy to give you that was because as long as you're here to have it, then I'll never run out."

[I don't know what happened. I don't understand how we grew in the directions we did. There's so many regrets and unspoken... "I spend much time reflecting in our uncomfortable silences and moments where i'm thinking of what not say to you." During phone conversations, I'd be thinking, 'Don't mention your feelings. Don't mention broken promises. He'll hang up on you.' ]

Is it possible to be sad and regretful, but happy. Happy 'twas you, happy to have experienced something that would have gone unexperienced if 'twasn't for you.

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