freakalina

The day looks a little brighter,
and the warm rays of hope seem to be cooking my skin.

Looks like I am finally going to get a job in my field (entertainment production) and will be making something of myself!

Perhaps this is a sign of the balance and happiness in my life to finally come together?!

Soft thoughts and Hard music, FOREVER!!!

Mission Successful,

Let's just say there was a very excited crowd of boys watching two girls make out in the downtown area last night...

Ok,
So tonite my mission is to go out
and flirt like crazy w/ every cute human I see..

Wish me luck!!!
Feelin LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how do you heal a broken heart????

how do get it to stop feeling like someone is stepping on your chest every time your love is making plans with someone else?

how do you get to the point where another person touching you doesn't make you cringe?

any suggestion???????????

As a new day dawns
and the night becomes day
the darkness seems a little less pungent
and my sorrow starts to slip away
A new year begins
and a new date to be written
for this open window
the new chances I am smitten
May it be full of hope
and truckloads of content
may I learn needed lessons
and live life to the...
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Another year,
the circle of crap is complete!
I watched the love of my life go off to hook up with a skanky bitch tonight...
why couldn't it have been someone nice? To be replaced by someone like this is just too much...
I know I need to get over it....
too lonely for words....
why must life be such a daily challenge of heart...
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Happy Freakin' New Year.....

Resolutions:
1. Not be such a sourpuss.
2. Get a job I like.
3. Learn to ride a motorcycle.
4. Finish writing novel & screenplay.
5. Get in kick-ass shape.
6. Stop making stupid resolutions.

Cheers Ya'll! and good karma to all my SG Sistahs and brothers!!!!!

If you are in New York City come check out my friend's band SUCKERPUNCH at the Contitental on St. Marks and 3rd Ave. @ 10:00 PM
It's a Ramones tribute night and it wil rock!!!!!!

Come down and check it out and say hello, I'll be there!!!!!!!!

X-mas is over and I got lots and lots of black leather and sleazy undies...THANKS MOM!!!!

Now I have to think about New Year's...Fuck!!!!

I need fifty lashes with a wet noodle and a strong talking to...

Ever feel like something big is about to happen, all the changes you've needed are on their way but you're too exhausted to really get ready? I hope...
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i'm sitting here listening to a french tape...
ah, the glamorous life!!!

why must men be so heartless?
does it ever occur to them that when they say things it may hurt someone's feelings?
Just curious,
also, is there a way to just stop feeling so shitty?
I just start to feel fine and then something happens to make mne feel like crap again.
GAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

soooooo tired,
watching Airheads on cable
i need to get a better social life.

where is the fun?
when did i get so fucking old and sad?
i need to get a hobby....perhaps needlepoint.

anybody need any pillows with corny saying on them?