New month new fight.
Let me share what little i know. There are 2 kinds of "forever" the first kind means never ending wiill always exist. The second means say it because it sounds good and leads person on. Even say it on the monday night you cheat on him and then act like a relationship never existed by the wednesday!
Ill be ok though this time last week we were fine and talking about living together. Now i have to repair rebuild move on. It'll be a long time til i trust again if ever. Its just how she wanted to get with me after my split with rachel, she waited 8 months for me to trust again and i put my trust in her, more than anyone i fell in too deep, and for her to say she doesnt know anymore and she did want it to last forever but wont tell me whats changed. oh well 14 months pissed away!
Maybe i should start breaking some hearts and hurting some feelings, why did i have to value human life? I hate my conscious.
"Theres not much left to love too tired today to hate
i feel the empty
i feel the minute of decay im on my way down now id like to take you with me................"
Let me share what little i know. There are 2 kinds of "forever" the first kind means never ending wiill always exist. The second means say it because it sounds good and leads person on. Even say it on the monday night you cheat on him and then act like a relationship never existed by the wednesday!
Ill be ok though this time last week we were fine and talking about living together. Now i have to repair rebuild move on. It'll be a long time til i trust again if ever. Its just how she wanted to get with me after my split with rachel, she waited 8 months for me to trust again and i put my trust in her, more than anyone i fell in too deep, and for her to say she doesnt know anymore and she did want it to last forever but wont tell me whats changed. oh well 14 months pissed away!
Maybe i should start breaking some hearts and hurting some feelings, why did i have to value human life? I hate my conscious.
"Theres not much left to love too tired today to hate
i feel the empty
i feel the minute of decay im on my way down now id like to take you with me................"
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mat8drb:
Ha, my life is not that busy. It was a week at "home", a one-off at best. Back to reality now.
goblintcat:
Whoo! Off I go!