frantic

Ok so call it coincedence or whatever but there is a song on InMe White Butterfly that sums up how my feelings are with sam

InMe
World Is a Chamber

I lost myself last night, I lost myself in you,
Your world is a chamber,
I walk into your room, I wish this was my tomb,
You're pure,
burning slowly, she's sleeping softly
Your mind is a stranger,
If this is comfort, a mutual feeling,
I'm falling, myself, in

In love and love,
Tell me why I am lying here with you

Just moving swinzy, but I am burning
It's dark but it's still so bright,
You kiss me softly, I stop, and lips touch
I'm falling, myself, in

In love and love,
(every night)

I'm never there for you,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,
I'll never know the truth,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,

I thought that you were gone, but you're still a part of me
Your spirit still holds on, playing cards with me

Emotions in this truck, made for if you dream,
I left my options stuck, still be thinking of you and me.

Why I am lying here with you
Why I am lying here with you

I'm never there for us,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,
I'll never know the truth,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,

I'm never there for you,
Tell me why I am lying here with you every night,
I'll never know the truth,
Why???

i did put it into my own word but its not quite finished and im not sure i have the guts to post it. I may update with it on later. Just wish i didn't have feelings somedays.......

Update: ok finished it. I havent written for ages but here goes please go gentel on me as insults cause my leg to wobble. Hope you enjoy/like/eat beans on toast while reading it.


Me and You


Look what you hold in your arms
You cant see how i feel inside
Confusion and tourment has a complete hold
Im not what i want to be
why do you stand by me?
I grow colder everyday

I crave my own end to close my thoughts
yet i want you with me forever
the past holds me, drains me inside
i let the darkness consume me as i see you enter the light
My world without you is a losing fight
I lose faith in something new each day.

You stand here by my side
holding eachother together while tearing ourselves apart
Dont fall now please stay strong
Lie by me for as long as we can
The only person i care for inside this blackend heart.

The Izzard