frantic

im updating from my computer up dated at my dads but it crashed so.

Will be at sguk nottingham meet.
may update with original attempt but may not.
may just go away from sg for a bit.



im in a bad mood right now. need time to chill.


Update

"You see its my fault angels stabbing me inside.."


My own insecurities make me a great target. Well they must do. Im an A grade target. People i know have a way with me. They twist things so good and i always think of what to say way too late.

Well after my last entry maybe some idea of what the situation is. Well its ok at the moment. More the fact im piggy in the middle between her and her best mate falling out. Great. Basically she no longer feels as close to daydreamer as before (i get that impression) and felt i was the type she could confide in. Yay, dont you love the shit that can cause.

Well as im all agrivated from all that stuff and generally feeling like a doormat im going out drinking. more later. in depth.