today im dirty i want to be pretty tomorrow i know im just dirt...
So still annoyed i didnt go sugarmill. Still fed up of let down friends. Its happening all the time, It got to a point now, this is life maybe? No way. Im sick of things turning out crap and always having to accept it. Ive been through all this before. This let down feeling is nothing new and i sit back and watch constant back stabbing between everyone at that shit hole i call a job. Although to be fair the "back stabbing" as i call it is over really stupid stuff. A lot of it can best be described as um well "slags that didnt get who they wanted first" So i need new job and meet new people, this time next week ill be on a week off from work and just returned from the leeds sguk meet, i cant wait to go. Im also updating my cv and going for a mad job hunt. I cant wait!
So to cheer myself up i let the inner child take over and brought myself a formula1 scalextric set. Ive curently got the track as best as i can like monza. Wow im a loser. Oh well. Its better than what i could of spent the money on. Sam (DayDreamer what ever) asked me what would cheer me up. I said maybe i shoul start trying out drugs. She flipped at me so no to drugs kids i get high on life. Still ive found that kids tv must be the same as an acid trip. Something that was on the tv the other day involved talking fruit and stuff, talking fruit you had to be high to script the shit. Take them boobah things they were a complete head fuck. Then after that flick to trisha to see real druggie white trash arguing who fucked who why they steal stuff for there habit and whose actually the dad? Fun. And ive really gone off topic here oh well must be the um smartie cookies. Yes im eating actual smartie cookies not weed cookies. im not doing drugs dont panic i spent the money on scalextric remember? i have a ferrari wizzing round the track its all fun. fuck this im gonna try make new friends on here and just hope they dont read this journal entry. I sound totally well fucked up.
ohh look a cat....
So still annoyed i didnt go sugarmill. Still fed up of let down friends. Its happening all the time, It got to a point now, this is life maybe? No way. Im sick of things turning out crap and always having to accept it. Ive been through all this before. This let down feeling is nothing new and i sit back and watch constant back stabbing between everyone at that shit hole i call a job. Although to be fair the "back stabbing" as i call it is over really stupid stuff. A lot of it can best be described as um well "slags that didnt get who they wanted first" So i need new job and meet new people, this time next week ill be on a week off from work and just returned from the leeds sguk meet, i cant wait to go. Im also updating my cv and going for a mad job hunt. I cant wait!
So to cheer myself up i let the inner child take over and brought myself a formula1 scalextric set. Ive curently got the track as best as i can like monza. Wow im a loser. Oh well. Its better than what i could of spent the money on. Sam (DayDreamer what ever) asked me what would cheer me up. I said maybe i shoul start trying out drugs. She flipped at me so no to drugs kids i get high on life. Still ive found that kids tv must be the same as an acid trip. Something that was on the tv the other day involved talking fruit and stuff, talking fruit you had to be high to script the shit. Take them boobah things they were a complete head fuck. Then after that flick to trisha to see real druggie white trash arguing who fucked who why they steal stuff for there habit and whose actually the dad? Fun. And ive really gone off topic here oh well must be the um smartie cookies. Yes im eating actual smartie cookies not weed cookies. im not doing drugs dont panic i spent the money on scalextric remember? i have a ferrari wizzing round the track its all fun. fuck this im gonna try make new friends on here and just hope they dont read this journal entry. I sound totally well fucked up.
ohh look a cat....
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luckie:
Thanks 
quietlythere:
from what i read they have found the problem part and why. they haven't disclosed what is was though