frantic

Well had a deminstration outside work today, Saying how mcdonalds was evil n stuff, And there was a bit about how it underpays its employees and stuff. So being a little devil may care kinda mood i went out on my break to ask a few questions (thank god i had a coat that could hide my uniform) So i asked him about the employee thing, saying basically if he wants to help workers here why is he trying to put people of coming in meaning we have no sales and then lose are job anyway. He just wants to make people aware. Ok.................................................................

well friday, lost mp3 player had argument with sam. And it was because of other people. So long story short, Sam meets friends she hung round with when she went with that lad, i ask her to behave, As i leave her in walkabout with her friends the guy she want with is walking in. As its a friends brother im trying keep the peace. So i text sam "hes in here stay away please behave" So at the end of the night Were in subway. Now this guy is friends with my ex housemate and they both walk in subway! I wish i was making this up but the 2 people i hate the most come and sit with us and chat like were all good mates. Now im drunk and im not the violent type i was just annoyed. But for the ultimate how much can i stand in one night piss take the conversation switches to this guy going with my girlfriend!!!!!! And my friends started it! So then i have this dick (note im gettin angry as i write this) Saying in front of me that he went with MY girlfriend and SHE came on to him with my friends laughing and slagging her off in front of me. And the ex housemate is laughing like a safari park chimp. So i walked off. As i get outta subway theres sam, Now im walking off at 200mph+ (so it felt like) And she asks me whats up, Being drunk and not wanting a fight or argument of any kind i said nothing and said everything was fine, she kept asking and i got more sarcastic (being drunk remember) I got so sarcastic that after she asked the 100th time i said 'everythings fine life is good the only problem is its night and there are no birds in the sky and those pricks are still breathing" So i ended telling her part of it to keep the peace. Like he was there and they were on about it. I rang her in the morning to tell her hed said it was all her and how much of a joke they all thought it was, Well as they work at another mcds together she asked him and he said hed never said that. Twat. I just love the way my friends are assholes. I really need to meet some of you guys. Im going mad in this shit hole of a town. I need to rant but i gotta get ready go out. Its sams mums bday and i gotta go out for a few drinks id rather sleep i dont wanna go out drinking for a while but like a say laters. To be continued............................


Part 2

so yes friends assholes. My plan now is to meet new people. People from this site people at th sugarmil, rigger where ever. Im tired of all the bull shit. Stupid thing is ive just had a really good night out with sams mum et stepdad and friends. No bullshit no bitching just a good time. Theres been so much shit from so called friends. So to them i say fuck you. You make me feel so different so unimportant so alone such a freak. Well look at me. I am your creation. You made me this way. Be proud. You cant control me and i can see through your stupid little lifes now. Lonliness is comforting when i see how i could of been like you. Im with sam im happy i love her she loves me. Get it in your head. So you say you dont want me get hurt, i believed this til i saw how its all just entertainment to you. Which hurt me more. Yes she fucked up. We all do. Your no better remember youve all told me stuff in confidence. And i keep it to myself even now but your all as bad. so shut up and go live a life that isnt as pathetic as the one your in now.

Oh and dont mention the f1.


"We light a candle on earth we made into hell
And pretend that were in heaven
Each time we do we get the blind mans ticket
And we hope that nothings true"