frantic

This is an update

what goes on in my life goes here


witty remark here




An attempt to fit in here





maybe a lack of understanding here



Some hate of random stuff maybe

but a complete lack of belief everywhere.

So yeah.......................................FUCK.

Im getting taken out (well me and other managers) to a nice meal and drinks for free. Yay! Although i do have do a presentation on the 3 things ive just been given charge on and give a detailed report on my plan of action of how im going to sort this out. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Ah better. Now one of the my new...
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I Have Army points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes points plural. Only 5 but its the beginning!

So Im still not home.At my brothers House but at least i have internet again.

Schuey 20th.

So yeah................

ill update more in a bit need munchies.................


Ok so x factor decided watch it for the really shit singers. The first few shows have the retards its ace, i used to hate...
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Wow think the long non internet thing is over from tomorrow night. Thank god. well ive worked out im a sponge. Not in the hang round in baths kinda way but more emotional sponge. After my last journal ive tried my best with sam and its worked! She feels great but i feel like shes passed it on to me, ive felt down the past...
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Back home for a day time to up so past few days thoughts and events.

Friday 5th august

Went out drinking without sam for the first time ever (due to she was working) And was i expecting her to call me at half past midnight to give me a lecture on staying out? no. Couldnt believe what i was hearing, Weve been together nearly 13...
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Well today sucks.

The house im in has no-internet. Ive had to nip my brothers to type this up.

My asshole store manager didnt book us on the managers exam so the august 21st date is full so now ive got to wait until at least september at best. This is what you get for trying hard.

So yeah ill get on here as much...
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im in SGUK yay! Apparently ive been but there was some problem er i dunno but im in at last so yeah.

Ok Schumachers on pole. If he does win (im not getting my hopes up) ill be one happy guy! Hope bridgestones new tires arent as crap as the ones in germany.....

So Independance day was on last night. That film is cool but...
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That was the best gig ever. Inme rock!
They started off with otherside and played all the ones i wanted th hear including World is a Chamber lyrics why i like it here on past journalwhich is joint 1st with just a glimpse that they played as well got the t shirt and poster bla bla fucking loved that gig.

Ok so in still...
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Ok so im sweet english kid it seems. This tag is freaking me out, everyone says im cute im not cute honest! what shall i do prove it?

1.Shoot a kitten out of a cannon
2. poke a badger with a spoon
3.go to all your houses paint all your light bulbs black and then when you turn the light on your room will be...
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Ok wrote it, Its short and went down a road i wasn't expecting.

Pathetic

Dont look at me your already dead
I feel your heartless stare pass through me
Your my past why there wont you stay?
Instead you come back and continue to treat me this way
Your touch that once was so soft is now decayed
Your mind is dirt your words all...
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"I was born into this everything turns to shit. The boy that you loved is now the man that you fear"

Marilyn Manson got me through my late teens and still keeps me going..............


Update: After today tourniquet sums up my mood best

"take your hatred out on me make your victim my head you never ever believed in me.......................




You never ever believed"

Ill...
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So im away til saturday at least me and sam 1 year! So ill right lots of crap and just reada bit each day and it'll be like ive never gone. So hope ill be in SGUK by time i get back maybe not well see.

So Im out of the Newbie group now ive been here 2 months out to face the sg world...
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