franpire

Out with the old in with the new.

Issues I needed to sort through with Johan....like mentioned in yesterday's blog....no need. New information came to light last night. he cheated on me about 2,5 years ago. I'm not angry with him, it's long gone and over with but now I really know there is absolutely no reason why I should take his feelings into account. The only thing that angers me is ... me! That I did not trust my intuition. I knew there was something going on and he lied, cold as a cucumber to my face! He made me feel paranoid, he made me feel bad for not trusting him and made me doubt myself so much. Lke I was imagining things. Never again. You just know when someone is lying. you do.

So.... Today Joris and I agreed that we were boyfriend & girlfriend...oooh... a relationship.

He also planned his vacation so our paths will cross in Thailand for the last 6 days of his month holiday and the first 10 days of my 6 week holiday. So I'll be spending 6 days with my honey on an Island somewhere under the sun. I'm so lucky to have met this guy. He treats me like a queen, I'm starting to get used to it too, slowly. He's even paying the extra flight ticket I need to get down to the Islands...because remember I was planning on heading straight up north to go to Laos. So a slight change of plan, but I couldn't think of more enjoyable circumstances to change for.