franpire

So I think it is finally coming to the crunch. And it is the hardest decision I have ever had to make. We have been together 4 years and I love him so much, he is the kindest, funniest, sweetest, most gentle, sensitive and (emotional) intelligent man I have ever met. It is heartbreaking burying all your dreams and hopes for the future. But I don't think I can live with his coke habit any longer. I am in tears every time I think about it, which keeps me going over and over it again, is it the right thing to do. If it is then why does it hurt so fucking bad. Really I am so distraught and terrified about how depressed he might now become. And I know I am going to miss him so dreadfully. But how can you sit by and watch someone destroy his life?

I can't.

So I cut of my lifeline.

Fuck drugs and the damage they do.