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Bought 11 new cds today. For the club. Like any of them? Can you suggest any other new ones...

Marilyn manson, eat me drink me.
Gossip, standing in the way of control
vive la fete, jour de chance
maroon 5, it won't be soon before long.
editors, an end has to start
White stripes, icky thump
Queens of the stone age, era vulgaris
Velvet revolver, libertad
devildriver, last kind words
caliban, the awakening
Municipal waste, the art of partying. This is my tip for the week, if you like thrash metal that is. It's my new fav!

So I saw Sam again last night. We just talked, drank some beers. We really like eachother but I am still very confused and allthough I am learning too, I can not yet quite let go of my dreams and future plans I had made with Johan. My life is chaos but do you know what.....I am sailing through and doing fine.

I read a dutch book. Finished it this morning. I very rarely do read dutch books, dutch authers are far and few between. But this book touched me and I think changed the way I look on life. I cried so much towards the end that I almost couldn't read. A true story written by a man who's wife died of breastcancer at 36. He was everything but a strong man, so it seemed. Had allways cheated on her and continued cheating all through her 2,5 year struggle. But there was something in the reasoning of it all, their love, understanding and respect for eachother that made me realize there is no right or wrong in love. It just isn't that plain and simple. We can want it to be but it isn't and as I am growing older and learining to let go, relax and accept things as they are I feel such a peace and release.

Ciao people, have a great weekend. xoxox