so i was thinking...which i don't do often...or if i do, it's not real hard heh...but i realized that
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i miss someone. she doesn't even realize how much it's affected me that she's not here for me when i need her. in our times of need and crisis, we always found each other...for comfort and solace...and then i left...
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maybe that was my problem...maybe that's why she has nothing to do with me anymore...but for whatever reason...i am sorry and i miss you so much. i've tried many times to message you. to send you things on here...to try and get you back in my life, but it seems the harder i try...the worse it becomes.
i don't know if she'll even read this, but if she does, i hope she knows it's for her. i hope she forgives me for all the hurt i caused...but most of all...that i'm sorry that our plans didn't work...i'm sorry that i was an asshole and just left her. I'M SORRY! now all i can really do...
