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I hate this world, and I hate God for creating it. I want to go to hell simply to avoid the presence of the monster that built this place.
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figmentation:
but he created that one too

(also this place isn't so bad... espically when the birds are out!)
alpo:
I hear ya, although I don't agree. I'm a deist, so I don't believe in Hell, or that God gives a shit.
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Marriage sucks, monogamy is a bad idea, society is inheritly flawed and living in society makes one accomplice to evil deeds and actions.

Fuck the Man. Fuck the Man. Fuck the Man.
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This thing that I'm going to say next? It's not politically correct. Deal.

I think that conceiving a child and allowing it to come to term and be borne is a morally reprehensible act of the same caliber as rape, torture, or slavery. It is the creation of a free willed and intelligent being without that beings knowledge or consent. That being is then faced...
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lakuna:
yeah i think that sometimes too. but does the unending pain, suffering, and isolation cancel out all of the potential pleasure, fulfillment, and connection that's possible?

i don't know why we bring people into this fucked-up world, or the supremely fucked-up entity we call family. of course parents get really defensive when you challenge their decision to make more humans - they have their crushing guilt about everything they've already done to traumatize and mutate their children.

yeah i really fucking hate living sometimes. injustice after injustice...
scarydoll:
I found that to be funny. Was it supposed to be funny?
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I'm visiting London for a week towards the end of March. Myself, two of my brothers, and my dad. From the looks of things we'll spend most of the week wandering around various armories and museums bugging the curators to let us have a good look at the swords.

The planning of the trip has been given to me, so I'm now hunting through the...
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alpo:
From my vague memories of visiting London at a tender age, you'll have no problem finding plenty of curry to eat in the wee hours. Yum. biggrin
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I'm making a Mardi Gras mask. I've got all sorts of neat things. Tons of sequins, some three foot long feathers, and a plan. It should look pretty neat. I'll put up pictures when I'm done.
figmentation:
love
sweet!
figmentation:
I"m still around just not as involved
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I don't feel very well. I feel very lonely, and generally shitty. I'ts probably anxiety related. I'm not really sure what to do about it. Squirelling myself up behind something large and solid with a sword seems like the surest way to make it go away, but hiding in the basement from things that exist only in your own mind isn't very healthy.
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comicking:
I hide from things that don't exist all the time. I guess that explains why I'm not very healthy.
comicking:
oh they'd die if I were to stab them with my non-existant weapon... but then I'd have to have non-existant courage to do so, which I ain't got.
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I just found what may be the last surviving record of the progressive jazz masterpiece "I had a threeway with your mother and Jesus."

The group performing has a fairly warped definition of what qualifies as 'progressive jazz'. They define progressive jazz has 'Having a drum, which sort of keeps the beat'.

I don't know why this was committed to record, but it is truly...
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starfior:
Rip it. Send it. I need humor in my life right now.
catatac:
Ditto. I totally wanna hear the triceratops song.
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I'm staying up late because once I go to sleep I will very shortly wake up. And then I'll very shortly most likely have to get a blood draw to figure out if I have mono, or if their is some other reason that my side feels swollen and I've been sleeping overmuch lately.
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About an hour ago one of my little sisters came in the door, started up the steps, and then I hear her screaming bloody murder and come rushing down the stairs. My response was as follows.

1. Grab short sword.

2. Charge out of my room to slay/hack/maim in the defense of my family.

It turns out that the offending party was a tiny house...
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Happy Valentine's day.

Now if you'll excuse me I'll be alternately whacking off and stewing morbidly in my own self-loathing.

(NOTE: If this journal entry were an engrish T-shirt it would be bright fuck-off pink and covered in roses and smiling puppies.)

PPS.

Silkroadonline.net is the place to go for a free MMORPG. Why am I pimping this game? Because I want to raise an...
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Choclate cake is enticing like the devil, and I could not resist it's siren call.

It's a good thing I can't bake, or I'd be in choclate rehab by now.
tonkakatt:
damn you and your chocolate cake...damn you both straight hell. now I want cake AND ice cream whatever
starfior:
how the fucking shit did you sign in? Where did you register your shit. goddammit!!!
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Somebody love me. This isn't even connected to Valentine's day. I'm just lonely and sick of relationship after relationship that crashes on take off. I'm so far past desperate that I'm at piece with my complete inability to make romance work for me. It's fucking zen. I am zen jaded. I could meditate on the multiplicity of ways that things just aren't going the way...
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