I'm really sitting on whether I could realistically, mentally, emotionally handle a one night stand or two right now. Part of me is reminding me that I develope a low level emotional attachment to everyone I sleep with and that is the last thing I need on top of all the other shit going on in my life, but there's another part of me saying...
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I feel old and heavy, like my body is carved from stone.
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figmentation:
drink water
meta:
oh, Frank.
let me take you out sometime.
or you can just yell at me. or you can just ignore me. it is all okay. it will aaaallll be okay.
let me take you out sometime.
or you can just yell at me. or you can just ignore me. it is all okay. it will aaaallll be okay.
I am a biped by accident, not design.
The only justifiable use of physical force is to defend those who cannot defend themselves, after you have exhausted all other options. Do not hesitate, but do not use force without dire need.
I am so fucking bone weary. I can't drag everyone kicking and screaming to salvation and still live my life.
I think the cruelest fucking thing about my mental state right now is that as relaxing as sex would be I probably couldn't handle the attendent emotions.
I think the cruelest fucking thing about my mental state right now is that as relaxing as sex would be I probably couldn't handle the attendent emotions.
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parks:
mmm sex
figmentation:
eventually my friend, eventually.
I went to Red Wing on an adventure. I climbed a bluff. Now I'm tired.
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meta:
so you probably weren't the Frankcloneish person I saw at the dollar store last night. hmm.
many apologies if not stopping to say hey for more than half a second put you off today. it was nothing personal. my kidney kinda hurt, and I was on my way to my disgusting job, and, yeah, how you doin?
many apologies if not stopping to say hey for more than half a second put you off today. it was nothing personal. my kidney kinda hurt, and I was on my way to my disgusting job, and, yeah, how you doin?
meta:
my job IS suck like whoa, but the plumber gave me ice cream! for free! because I was angry!
it all works out, yo.
it all works out, yo.
Rock. On. Crew. Tonne.
tehpeanut:
yea what you said!!!! 
Poke.
Pokety Poke.
Poke Poke.
My car will be operational tommorow. Maybe. And I got a kiss today. And I was hardly neurotic or crazy at all, much. Today.
And I ate food.
Pokety Poke.
Poke Poke.
My car will be operational tommorow. Maybe. And I got a kiss today. And I was hardly neurotic or crazy at all, much. Today.
And I ate food.
meta:
so Frank, is there a single issue of the Oracle where you're NOT mentioned?
Tonight I read a Neil Gaiman book, half of a meditation on good and evil, and about a quarter of the account of Saigo Takamori, the Samurai who lead a civil war against the Japanese Government and inspired the movie 'The Last Samurai'
I fear that there will come a day, long before I am old, when I will have read every story that mankind...
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I fear that there will come a day, long before I am old, when I will have read every story that mankind...
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steel_talons:
Reading is but one of the ways to hear the tales of mankind.
Talk to people too.
Talk to people too.
Okay, so I guess the secret of life is 'It sucks, but it's got some positive bits, so just do what you want to do and try not to fuck up anyone else's good time'.
meta:
pfft. I'm gonna try reeeally really hard not to say something cerebral and poopyheaded.
anyway, Hub, or somewhere, this week, sometime, or something.
anyway, Hub, or somewhere, this week, sometime, or something.
Everyone dies. Everything changes. Anything you will achieve is Impermanent. Death is immediate.
Accumulation is pointless. First, accumulation will not provide you a longer life, or an immortal life. Secondly, accumulation will use up a great deal of your time and serves only to fuel itself.
Life is suffering. Life is lonliness, isolation, pain, or hardship. Life provides no rewards. It will never get better....
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Accumulation is pointless. First, accumulation will not provide you a longer life, or an immortal life. Secondly, accumulation will use up a great deal of your time and serves only to fuel itself.
Life is suffering. Life is lonliness, isolation, pain, or hardship. Life provides no rewards. It will never get better....
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The tranny in my truck is broken. I find that statement very amusing.
Eitherway, It's two in the morning. I could barely stand upright to work at 6:30 this afternoon and now I can't fucking sleep. Figures. So I updated my OKcupid profile and did some housekeeping on the various crap I nominally own on the Internet.
See, this is me being all mellow and...
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Eitherway, It's two in the morning. I could barely stand upright to work at 6:30 this afternoon and now I can't fucking sleep. Figures. So I updated my OKcupid profile and did some housekeeping on the various crap I nominally own on the Internet.
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meta:
the only good tranny is a broken tranny.
umm.
also, naked shit has been postponed indefinitely due to increasing rage on my part. you know how it goes.
PS food?
umm.
also, naked shit has been postponed indefinitely due to increasing rage on my part. you know how it goes.
PS food?
fatality:
I can never not sleep
TRICYCLES, brother.
-insert serious comment on the nature of humanfucking and emotion and bullshit relationships here-
(really, I won't pretend it's something other people, let alone YOU, want to hear.)
apologies for making a joke out of everything, but it's really only a half joke.
what say we go and crash your car.