frankly

so, went to visit boy i n new york. fucking fell in love or something-- weird, chemical reaction. saw nothing in the city. no art. no music. just ate, drank, and had sex. didn't do my set because i couldn't tear myself away. i am a loser!! then last night, a fight. and we will probably never see each other again. i never fuck up like this. and now i'm back, in my small town, feeling stupid....