"We had the same fears of displeasing each other, or disappointing each other. She had gone to the caf in the evening to meet Henry. 'I felt as if drugged. I was full of thoughts of you. People's voices reached me from afar. I was elated. I could not sleep all night. What have you done to me?'
She sat beside me in... Read More
uggh. you know what happened on friday night?? i was cocktailing and this jackass offered me a million dollars to live with him for a year. at first i laughed and played along, but then he got deadly serious about it. i said i would need a contract, and he said fine, and he offered me 10,000 dollars to have brunch with him on sunday... Read More
there are few things more humbling than dropping your entire bottle of xanax and scrambling to pick them up before your new boyfriend's son gets to them. or going to bed wondering if you are going to wake up with a cat in a coma, gobbling up the pretty orange pills. i'll let you know tomorrow.
every time i sit down at my computer, my cat leaps onto my lap, uses me as a springboard, jumps on top of my computer and gets to what he really wants: my poloroids pinned to the wall. my cat just loves to lick poloroids. he can't get enough. every day. maybe it has something to do with him having 5 toes? maybe his mom... Read More
for the last 4 weeks i have been having terrible dreams night after night, all night. for instance:
like last night, i dreamt i was having to give a public speech (one of my worst fears) in front of a group of elementary school children (who as we know, can be particularly mean). the speech was about cocaine addiction, and aaron (my exboyfriend, coke-addict) was... Read More
Crazy ass dreams! Man, every single fear into two dreams.... And Donald Trump? His hair is my biggest fear. God, that thing is alive, I swear it...
I have some pretty wicked cool dreams, so I'll try and send some of those your way (well, not my own dreams, but...ah, you get the picture...). Thanks for the compliments on my poster! It means a lot, especially coming from a graphic designer!
thanks again! Oh I just noticed you like wings of desire, wim wenders films are beautiful, I loved that film too, I should really add it to my list. Speaking of goddard, what did to make of ode to love? I thouht it was beautifully visually but after two watches i still didnt understand it. I dont know if I mind that though, I just enjoyed watching it. going to watch the trailer now...I havnt seen that film before
i just watched the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, again.
How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! / The world forgetting, by the world forgot / Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! / Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
sometimes i do think it would be great to be able to erase some memories. i wonder if the good are worth the bad.... Read More
I havent seen that picture yet, but i was actually thinking of just buying it outright, cause it looks like soemthing Id really like adn ive heard so much good stuff about it.
happy st patrick's day everyone. my favorite frivolous holiday. and one dedicated to, among other things, one of my three main vices: beer. yay! the no carb thing has been going so well, don't i deserve a day off, just for today? i think so.
anyway, i'm off to hunt for some green knee socks and perhaps a cute green tank top. then, selling cocktails... Read More
beer=check
ice cream=check
boys with shaggy hair=??
i just started the first volume of what i believe to be seven volumes of anais nin's journal. i don't know if i've ever read anything more capivating or insightful. i'd highly recommend it.
i just went to a real therapist for the first time ever, to work on confidence issues and career and life... Read More