i am waiting... for many things that are out of my control. i feel helpless, my mother being in the hospital is killing me. i can't help her in the way that she needs. she should be out of the hopital in a few weeks. then i have a few weeks till i have move again. never had a home and never will. i just wish my mom didn't have to go through all this.. she doesn't deserve any of the shit she has gone through
