So, another weekend came and left. Didn't really get anything useful accomplished. Played alot of Castle Attack 2 on Agame.com...debating UT3, I think my PC will handle it. Assassin's Creed is out on PC too, but I think it requires dual core, and I'm still running my Athlon XP 2800+. I doubt I could OC it enough to compensate. I tried playing Doom 3 on a PC that was outclassed several years back. It was ugly. So dissatisfied with so many things, not really seeing any way to cut back on any of it. It's all interwoven. My life is like Jenga. Maybe this is why people become alcoholics. Just to make it thru another day. And I understand compared to some I know I have it easy, but I don't judge based on other's yardsticks too often anymore. My job keeps me worn down enough to keep me in a state like this. Sacrifices or risk...I guess playing passive/aggressive will work things out, and maybe keep me out of trouble. If I could sleep for 18 hours, I'd probably be ok. I'll wait till about 9 in the morning, and take a pill, and feel good just in time t go back to work... the point of blogs is to get introspective, right? Maybe solicit some free therapy? Or am I just supposed to be well, I did this and this and this? anyhow, peace out crackers...
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cybil:
you are awesome! thanks for being so supportive and so positive :o) Keep smiling!! Hugs!!!
annisa:
Guam is definitely amazing, but I will be more than ready to come home