its eleven pm. tomorrow at about nine am i find out if im fired, and if i lose my nursing license. im seventy percent sure i wont lose my nursing license, eighty percent sure i'll lose my job.
Im not too worried about losing my job per say, it shouldn't be TOO hard to find another, im more worried about what affeect it has on my mental state.
I've been fighting my depression pretty hard lately, mostly because it's put up a fair bit of a fight itself, and I feel like im just coming on top of it. Intellectually and reasonably I dont think being fired SHOULD make me depressed, but thats the problem with such a thing, it's when its unreasonable and not in your control, it's never a reasoned reaction to be depressed.
I don't want to slip backward, I'm gona have to be strong.
If cats are so clean that they spend hours cleaning themselves, why is the first thing they do after they've spent ages cleaning themselves, to proceed to lick their own ass?
I like how this pic kinda looks like i've been photographed in an ultrasound.
Im not too worried about losing my job per say, it shouldn't be TOO hard to find another, im more worried about what affeect it has on my mental state.
I've been fighting my depression pretty hard lately, mostly because it's put up a fair bit of a fight itself, and I feel like im just coming on top of it. Intellectually and reasonably I dont think being fired SHOULD make me depressed, but thats the problem with such a thing, it's when its unreasonable and not in your control, it's never a reasoned reaction to be depressed.
I don't want to slip backward, I'm gona have to be strong.
If cats are so clean that they spend hours cleaning themselves, why is the first thing they do after they've spent ages cleaning themselves, to proceed to lick their own ass?
I like how this pic kinda looks like i've been photographed in an ultrasound.