Kinda feeling down at the moment.
I don't know what it is,b ut I wake up and I feel sad, then I realise how lame that is, which makes me sadder. Then I go to work, which honestly I fucking hate at the moment, then I get drunk. I don't like my life.
I don't refer to this as though its an external thing, I know it's my place and my place only to correct this. It just feels as though the spark is hidden, and I need it to flare up.
I think I just need to get off my ass, and have fun, and have a little more discipline.
Some ppl have said I need a girl, but as nice as that would be im sure, I fucking hate the whol idea of a partner filling some void, thats just bullshit if you ask me
Anyways, comments would be appreciated, it's nice to know ppl read my morose ramblings haha.
I don't know what it is,b ut I wake up and I feel sad, then I realise how lame that is, which makes me sadder. Then I go to work, which honestly I fucking hate at the moment, then I get drunk. I don't like my life.
I don't refer to this as though its an external thing, I know it's my place and my place only to correct this. It just feels as though the spark is hidden, and I need it to flare up.
I think I just need to get off my ass, and have fun, and have a little more discipline.
Some ppl have said I need a girl, but as nice as that would be im sure, I fucking hate the whol idea of a partner filling some void, thats just bullshit if you ask me
Anyways, comments would be appreciated, it's nice to know ppl read my morose ramblings haha.
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jctrue:
oh for the understanding 
reshizzle:
totally understand the feeling down cycle... do what the first guy suggested... sit out in the sun for a while... that sometimes makes things better... hope it gets better. go out and see a movie... it feels kind of lame going by yourself, but sometimes it feels good to be able to do things by yourself and make being alone or whatever, not feel so lonely ... if that makes sense