franandzooey

Well the cat is out of the bag and for once in my life I am being more responsible and mature, and being honest with people.

Like for instance I quit my last job on good terms, which is a first for me. Also, I actually got out of there before I became completely misearable. Or before boiling over and yelling at everyone.

And, I told my mom about a certain someone. She was upset at first but is waaaaayyyy more at ease now since she checked out the website where he works and realizes he isn't a serial killer.

He is though in fact a cereal killer.

I have had crushes on guys before, but never like this. I think I am just in denial that something this wonderful could happen to me, or that it even should. Do I deserve it? Especially because I am hurting everyone else around me. I feel guilty. I feel in love, but guilty none the less. I am waiting for the latter feeling to pass so that I can feel this forever:





Note to self: I want to respond to Ferret, Nofootedcancan, Saintbrat and EDC's journals today. Ferret is driving me nuts with this secret message thing! At one point I thought it said something about Get UPS but I know that Ferret loves UPS and that, that couldn't possible be it. Hmmmm. You mean I have to use my brain on SG. Geesh. hehe.