Wow it's really been almost a full year to the date since I've updated anything. It's amazing what can change in such a short amount of time.
It's a stark contrast to the last blog. I was obviously very excited about my recent wedding and shared tons of pictures. Unfortunately (or really not that unfortunately) that joyfulness fizzled out shortly after. I found myself pretty lost for a while wondering if I had made the right choice. After much debate, counseling, and my share of tears I decided that parting ways would be better for everyone. I spent a lot of time worrying about how I had ruined someones life and hurt a lot of people. Then I realized that this marriage wasn't for anyone, but the two people involved. And if we weren't happy then what was the point? I did what I had to, and it was the right choice.
On a much more positive note I've been able to explore a love that I realized I had been pining over for what seemed like forever. A very good friend of mine and I realized we had huge (I mean HUGE) feelings for each other. And it's been pleasant sailing ever since
Well I did actually lose my job for a few months shortly after moving into my own place, but seriously I digress. I've got a new job and I'm planning on going back to school hopefully. It's amazing how one person can make you feel like the worst human being and another that's right in front of you can lift you up to amazing heights. So despite any "bad luck" per say, I feel very very lucky to get a chance at love again
Onto other things. Holy shit I want to change my profile pictures. It's ridiculously old. I have so much more hair now lol. Like this...
I'll need to take a better one in the next few days and change it, because it's out with the old and in with the new!! Hell I may even shoot a new set if any opportunities come up. It'd be nice to have something NOT from 2005 on my page haha.
What else to share?...Oh here are two of my newest obsessions. Anything mint green and Sons of Anarchy. Seriously can't get enough of that show. Even if the plot is getting repetitive to some
Well I should be getting ready for work. Not all that excited to go, but who ever is. Oh and I might as well link these. I won these two Coach purses months ago at a bingo sort of thing. They aren't my style at all and they've just been sitting around. Since I started a new job I'm pretty much just paying bills and that's it, so I thought maybe I'd see if I could sell them off for some money for the holidays. I have a new family to buy gifts for and I'd love to get them something at least. So if anyone's interested in Coach purses click away under the spoiler
It's a stark contrast to the last blog. I was obviously very excited about my recent wedding and shared tons of pictures. Unfortunately (or really not that unfortunately) that joyfulness fizzled out shortly after. I found myself pretty lost for a while wondering if I had made the right choice. After much debate, counseling, and my share of tears I decided that parting ways would be better for everyone. I spent a lot of time worrying about how I had ruined someones life and hurt a lot of people. Then I realized that this marriage wasn't for anyone, but the two people involved. And if we weren't happy then what was the point? I did what I had to, and it was the right choice.
On a much more positive note I've been able to explore a love that I realized I had been pining over for what seemed like forever. A very good friend of mine and I realized we had huge (I mean HUGE) feelings for each other. And it's been pleasant sailing ever since
Well I did actually lose my job for a few months shortly after moving into my own place, but seriously I digress. I've got a new job and I'm planning on going back to school hopefully. It's amazing how one person can make you feel like the worst human being and another that's right in front of you can lift you up to amazing heights. So despite any "bad luck" per say, I feel very very lucky to get a chance at love again
Onto other things. Holy shit I want to change my profile pictures. It's ridiculously old. I have so much more hair now lol. Like this...
I'll need to take a better one in the next few days and change it, because it's out with the old and in with the new!! Hell I may even shoot a new set if any opportunities come up. It'd be nice to have something NOT from 2005 on my page haha.
What else to share?...Oh here are two of my newest obsessions. Anything mint green and Sons of Anarchy. Seriously can't get enough of that show. Even if the plot is getting repetitive to some
Well I should be getting ready for work. Not all that excited to go, but who ever is. Oh and I might as well link these. I won these two Coach purses months ago at a bingo sort of thing. They aren't my style at all and they've just been sitting around. Since I started a new job I'm pretty much just paying bills and that's it, so I thought maybe I'd see if I could sell them off for some money for the holidays. I have a new family to buy gifts for and I'd love to get them something at least. So if anyone's interested in Coach purses click away under the spoiler
Ok now I'm off. Salad time, shower, then work. I'm hoping to be around more often now. Much love <3
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legman:
gleek:
I'm happy for you. Hope you guys have a good life.