I'm a sad panda.
I'm really up in the air about my new job. I love it and hate it. I feel special when my boss comes to me and says "hey we're going to train you on something new because we think you can pick up on it fast." And then the next minute I'm hating it because I'm only scheduled for 12 days in the next month.
I need to live here people. And it's gay because there's this one bitch getting full time hours and she hasn't worked a full week since December because she keeps calling off. Gay.
I didn't win the creative contest for March. But apparently it's still elidgable for April since the Self Shot Contest is an ongoing theme.
That makes me sad as well. I've been here for three years, submitted 5 sets and had only one put up live. All I want is a second set seriously. I want to grace the front page at least one more time. I'll admit my one attempted set was kinda blah, but the others were awesome in my eyes. I didn't even give two shits about the prize. I just wanted to be recognized again.
And if I see one more person complain about their comment count I'm gonna slap someone. I mean seriously if you are complaining about loosing a few comments when your original count was 10,000 please go look at my first set that went up 3 years ago and hasn't even hit 600. If I ever had 10,000 to begin with I wouldn't know what to do with myself.
Sometimes I feel like I'm in highschool. And I really fucking hated highschool.
There's also a kid roaming around the town I live in that will get his fucking face punched in if I ever see him again.
I'm pretty pissed at the moment. All my friends are working and I just want to get shitfaced.
I also have to call my school loan people tomorrow which I'm not looking forward too.
There is one possible good this I could talk about. The artist I talked about in a few entries back, Alexander Nash, is drawing the winner for a contest he had tonight. If you answered his trivia question right you could get a portrait of yourself painted by him. He messaged me and said I had a good chance at winning so that's pretty sweet.
Ahhhh fuck it. Maybe I'm just crazy or something. Go look at my titties. It's what you're here for right?
I'm really up in the air about my new job. I love it and hate it. I feel special when my boss comes to me and says "hey we're going to train you on something new because we think you can pick up on it fast." And then the next minute I'm hating it because I'm only scheduled for 12 days in the next month.
I need to live here people. And it's gay because there's this one bitch getting full time hours and she hasn't worked a full week since December because she keeps calling off. Gay.I didn't win the creative contest for March. But apparently it's still elidgable for April since the Self Shot Contest is an ongoing theme.
That makes me sad as well. I've been here for three years, submitted 5 sets and had only one put up live. All I want is a second set seriously. I want to grace the front page at least one more time. I'll admit my one attempted set was kinda blah, but the others were awesome in my eyes. I didn't even give two shits about the prize. I just wanted to be recognized again.
And if I see one more person complain about their comment count I'm gonna slap someone. I mean seriously if you are complaining about loosing a few comments when your original count was 10,000 please go look at my first set that went up 3 years ago and hasn't even hit 600. If I ever had 10,000 to begin with I wouldn't know what to do with myself.
Sometimes I feel like I'm in highschool. And I really fucking hated highschool.
There's also a kid roaming around the town I live in that will get his fucking face punched in if I ever see him again.
I'm pretty pissed at the moment. All my friends are working and I just want to get shitfaced.
I also have to call my school loan people tomorrow which I'm not looking forward too.
There is one possible good this I could talk about. The artist I talked about in a few entries back, Alexander Nash, is drawing the winner for a contest he had tonight. If you answered his trivia question right you could get a portrait of yourself painted by him. He messaged me and said I had a good chance at winning so that's pretty sweet.
Ahhhh fuck it. Maybe I'm just crazy or something. Go look at my titties. It's what you're here for right?
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Don't be a sad panda... it makes us sad too. I think you need to find that kid and punch him.
Try to find the good moments; they are out there.
Since day one when I joined this site, I've thought you were one of the most beautiful people I've ever seen...I still believe this. I have no idea why the "high ups" here haven't given the green light to any of your submitted sets but I seriously think there's something screwy going on. In my opinion, they're all excellent and you my friend are extremely beautiful. Don't give up on submitting new sets, you'll once again grace the front page of SG sometime soon...you deserve it. *hugs*