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I've been pretty inactive for months now. I finished school and I now hold in my hand a useless fucking degree that cost me a ton of money and has proven useless in the real world, let alone the work force. Whatever at least school is over for now. I have to get out of my current job, i'm having anxiety attacks and I'm utterly miserable working there. It's killing me and i'm taking it out on Nick, which is so not cool because he doesn't deserve to be treated that way. I sometimes wonder exactly what he sees in me or if one day he's going to wake up and realize who he's really with. Not much else has happened lately I might be getting a bike today which is very exciting, Yay for being even more broke. I went to the Oak Bay Tea Party last night, it's like this three day carnival thing that they do every year in the first weekend in June, I haven't been in years and all the old people complained and got it shut down earlier this year, which pisses me off sometimes because it's one weekend out of the year, suck it up! Nick won me a penquin (which I need help naming btw) it's cost a fucking fortune!. All in all it was a pretty good night. Other than that there's not much to say about my little life