sooo. still havent heard from alex. i text him a couple of times but no reply.

It would seem Iv been used ONCE MORE.

sorry bout the last entry.

stressed out and depressed.

Im okay today.

saw mcr yday...I was fine until i had and asthma attack...couldnt get out of the pit...had a panic attack and passed out..all i remember is being lifted over the barrier...into the arms of two security guys..and gerard way waved at me.

lmao.

I went back in for the last two songs.

Im not...
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im so empty.

check out the new display pic babes. its not a new pic. but its one with okish dimentions.

argh. how crap. we cancelled the shoot....only to see that its a gorgeous morning...and looking at the maps the rain wont come in till lunch time!
bummer.

and I cant stay at alexs because he has to work late...we had a nice chat last night though and...
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evening peoples.


my morning photoshoot got cancelled. gutted. British weather==== WET. which means no outdoor pics.
and we didnt managed to fit a decent indoor location.

might have something in the afternoon. its all up in the air.

then im staying at alexs

hehe just got back from seeing alex.
hes amazing.

yeaaa. lost is on soon. how much do I <3 that program x

sup kids.
Im feeling a bit better today thank gawd. i have a photoshoot on saturday and its outdoors...which wont be fun if Im still all ill.

Iv been in contact with alex every day.
he texts me like 87688545 times.

ah.