It's good friday! yay! Jesus really should be crucified again. I could use a good cleansing.

I got some good news. I got that job! I start on the 19th. It's some long hours, but I get weekends off. I can't complain about that. I'm going to try to stay at Best Buy on the weekends so I can keep my discount for awhile. I don't know if they're going to let me do that though because my direct manager is a dick, but we'll see. Anyway, thanks for all the wishes of good luck. They definitely paid off. So I guess I owe you all.

I uploaded 2 pics of my wrecked car. I miss that car. It was so great. Well check out the pics.

So what is everyone doing this weekend? I'm going to the Yellow River Game Ranch today with my gf(delirium_faerie). So I'll be off to feed the goats and rabbits! Tomorrow, I work all day long and on Sunday I just don't know yet. I hope everyone has a good weekend...whatever you do!

I'm going to see Rasputina on Tuesday...that is if the tickets we ordered ever get here. We ordered them about 3 weeks ago and they're still not here. If I miss this show because of this I'm going to be sooooo mad! Errrr.

Here is another poem. I'm not sure if I've posted it before. I may have. I can't keep up with everything. I hope you all like it.

"possession"
i can feel his soul moving through mine
when he died i knew it entwined
with the pieces that were left behind
from all the years he was never here
and that part of me, embraced by cruelty
where his demons became my heart
and all that possessed him, now lives in me

this anger
this hatred
is burning inside
my eyes have
turned to my fathers

i broke my fist and i cut my skin
and i keep suffering for your sin
but i will never be born again
when i cannot ever forgive you
for your absence, wrapped in tragedy
from the spirit that created this
and all that bled in you, now bleeds in me

this fragile
this empty
that aches inside
i have got
my father's eyes

seething
the horns are stabbing into my side
resurrection
i can't escape what breathes within me