I can't say things are getting better or that they're getting worse. I just feel like I'm lost somewhere in between. I hate sounding so depressed. But I figured it was time to update my journal so this is what you get, I guess.

I got really drunk on Sunday with some people at my house, but I drank entirely too much and got mega sick. I was drinking Vodka and Absinthe. I passed out in the shower with about an inch of water in the tub so I woke up shaking and freezing. I guess it's good I didn't drown. Anyway, I probably threw up, at least, 20 times over 16 hours. It was horrible. I just read the symptoms on alcohol poisoning and it seems I pretty much had every one of them. Damn, that's real scary.

I was able to get myself together later on Monday to go see Primus. I still felt kinda shitty, but I had finally stopped puking. I'm glad I didn't miss the show though. It was so fucking kick ass!!!! It was about 3 hours of them jamming. I mean you can't beat that. So seeing Primus is my upside.