fragile21

"in the absence of sun"
baptized in twilight
i wish sleep was away from hell
peace dreams in an undertow
and it pulls me deeper down
where i will dance in the shadow
of all that pushes me to die
from the bottom i saw a star tonight
but i can't swim into the sky
as snow turns water to a crown
and keeps me frozen inside myself

in the absence of sun
the gray of winter is forever
one bullet from a gun
is a guide to my fucking savior

faithless
but i can feel the weight of heaven
crushing me

sanctified by fire
my wings are tied to the cross
light hides behind the clouds
and it keeps the warmth away
but all i need is held under shrouds
where no tear can pass through
and i can pray to be free from desire
dead like me and silent like you
i can bathe in the frost of today
and wake up beneath all i've lost

in the absence of sun
the cold of winter is everlasting
i hate what i've become
to escape what was decaying

faithless
but i can feel all the thorns digging
through my skin

i miss so much