Yay! Thanks for that comment! Its always nice to have someone who can relate Why does that happen tho?
Why is it that when we get depressed we try to ruin all the things that make us happy? Thankfully I've got one person who understands and i'm so glad. If i lost him cos of something retarted i'd hate myself for a real long time.

I don't take any medication for it. I don't believe in it.
and yr right about the creativity. its really the only time i can write well. i need to be really upset or angry, i can't write any happy stuff.

you are so the sweetest! here are some hugs for you *huggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggs*
and if you EVER need to vent/talk you should KNOW that you can come to me another thing about me, no matter how sad i am, i always put everyone else first. it makes me happy to be able to help/cheer someone else up.

so you DO know of another bf for me? good! tell him to send in his application via email

next time i see you on line im gonna hit you up AIM style, k?
xoxo