fragglerocker

What am I mourning? I just found out that my entire relationship was a lie. He was seeing someone the whole time. Has a 3 month old son that he saw 3 times a week and had just started talking to his x again on top of that. He should get an award for being that good at lying and hiding all that shit from everyone! including his friends. I feel like a sucker but most of all i glad he isnt here for me to see him for me to fall for his lies and im glad i didnt marry him and have his kid. Im by no means glad he is dead dont get me wrong. I also found out that everything he told me about his xwife was a lie. He even cheated on her 3 days before she had his kid. EVERYTHING was a lie. The stuff i kept for sentimental reasons doesnt seem sentimental anymore.