fraggle

I've been getting more modelling gigs recently; and i at last have been doing the nude-modelling thing for photography classes, and i have found: modelling for photographs kicks the ASS of modelling for drawings... on many different levels too, not just that it's fucking easier to hold a pose while they click a picture rather than hold it while they take 30 minutes to draw it. Hopin to get more photography modelling gigs in there. the only qualm i could possibly have about doing the nude photography rather than the nude drawings, is that now there's gonna be all these naked photos of me floating around rather than just naked drawings... no annonimity there really lol... But really, the only prob with that is not being able to run for senator or pres or whatever, like that's an issue lol...

oh yeah, and that I'm STILL in the closet to my parents about what i'm doing about rent money... Isn't that wack, i have to lie to my parents and tell them i'm unemployed, and let them think i'm out here just sitting on my ass, rather than let them know i'm booked through april with modelling gigs. sheesh. ironic to my mind, at least. i wonder, if i'll EVER let them know... i don't even know that for sure right now... it just makes me crazy when they ACT like i'm doing nothing with my time, and i can't tell them otherwise.
Frag.