fracturedguy

haven't been doing to well at nights since Kt left; got addicted to having her beside me i suppose
i've been drunk most nights since she left
last night i started cutting myself again
but the razor i'd hidden in a book was goneused a linoleum cutter
which really just scraped me up, probably only halfway to blood, nothing really serious
unless you just mean...
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I have four cages of hamsters, and one of them has become a horrifying haven of carnivores. I was wondering what the smell was just a moment before I saw it -- half a hamster. I found the same a week ago yesterday.

Only three children left, and the mother. The runt -- half the size of the next smallest -- is still alive. I...
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so i have no idea what to do. i am not going to live with my current roommates beyond this lease, however my future roommate may not be able to afford a place after all. so that is one thing.

my gal is moving in a month, far away. i cannot afford to move with her. i will be very depressed about it for some...
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payday! today is the first time i've had a four-figure balance in my bank in, probably, over a year. maybe two or three. of course, as soon as the gas i bought two days ago shows up, i won't, but it was a good way to start the day. of course, it all goes towards the aforementioned debt, but at least i have it to...
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weirdest day... called out from work due to, of all things, spiritual illness. all i could think today was, i need to meditate. and so i did, and it was good and i think i will get more into that. i haven't really done since college. i wrote an entire page in my notebook about a candle flame, but i'm not done writing yet. i've...
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Wow, my roommate is a lying, manipulative bitch. I'm impressed.

The problem that I have discovered about pathological liars is, they claim that the people around them are liars. Somehow this makes them so much easier to believe.

This is a bit overwhelming, now... more later. My other roommate and I have to weigh our options.

Wow, I write so much here. The truth is, I don't know what to write -- I have a journal for each side of my personality, and I don't know what side to address, especially not here.

I haven't written in any of the journals for months, it seems like, too...

So, what do I have to say?
I just started a new job, and...
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Hm, I guess it's about time for a new question...

All right:


What was the last movie you watched in its entirety?

As for me, it was Peter Pan. I liked it. A lot.

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So, today was a good day. Nice, cold weather (it was in the seventies a few days ago, which was nice, but not winteresque).

Also, people were...
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Question of the week:
Where do you want to be?

Me: I want to be out in the woods that used to surround my house (the house is gone, not the woods), and I want to stay there for quite some time...

Question of the week:
Which of your favorite albums did you most recently listen to?

Me: Failure's Fantastic Planet