fracturedguy

things are good lately, besides the bit of weirdness that is this schroedinger's relationship we've been in since I called to break off two weeks ago. we've agreed to "not worry about it" for now, though -- i think that's just so we can be together when she comes home, but i won't worry about reasons. i still have a lot of feeling for the girl, so if we're together then good.

{not worrying}

the other bits, the good ones:
i discussed my increasing dissatisfaction with the way i find myself living my life with a new therapist, and she seems to see it as clearly as i do: i should just leave. if i think this life is not good for me, and i see a life that is good for me, then it is only obvious that i should do that.

which is in the dhammapada anyway:

it's nice to know that someone in her position is telling me to do what it is i really want to do anyway.

in other good news, a friend is having a party tonight, and it will be good to go to. and other good news: another friend is moving to hawaii within 2 weeks. not good that he'll be away, but good that he's leaving aside the lesser for the greater.

something's going around: i have a lot of friends that are doing this now.
was just speaking with another friend last night about the possibility of going to crash in hawaii for a bit, and today i'll speak with another friend about crashing up in alaska and any other number of states.