Hmmm....
Regular listeners to this station will know that I recently discovered what I want. Even more recently I discovered someone I might like to want it with. But there are problems and htey are not your usual common or garden problems. The problems are complex and sizable.
I think everyone's freakin' out some. Which is damn stupid because what I want isn't that big. Not only that but it seems like a wholly good idea.
This seems to be the eternal problem... people not trusting you when you say you know what you want and it seems so simple. It's never simple...
Except in my case.
Things have been unsaid... not very many things but it's like having a stone in my mental shoe. I am not anticipating rest until I sort myself out.
Grrr. I hate having my rest screwed with.
Regular listeners to this station will know that I recently discovered what I want. Even more recently I discovered someone I might like to want it with. But there are problems and htey are not your usual common or garden problems. The problems are complex and sizable.
I think everyone's freakin' out some. Which is damn stupid because what I want isn't that big. Not only that but it seems like a wholly good idea.
This seems to be the eternal problem... people not trusting you when you say you know what you want and it seems so simple. It's never simple...
Except in my case.
Things have been unsaid... not very many things but it's like having a stone in my mental shoe. I am not anticipating rest until I sort myself out.
Grrr. I hate having my rest screwed with.
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Although I like to think I'm a fairly sensitive and considerate guy, sometimes you have to take a stand for your sanity's sake. Besides, if they can't see where you're coming from, then what kind of friends are they anyway? Bollocks to them. if you know what you want, and there's (in theory) no bad karma involved, then don't worry yourself too much about it.
Besides, you'll only be kicking yourself later if you don't do something about it anyway...
Try not to mistake scepticism for a lack of trust.
i appreciate my friends scepticism, it makes me think about things more. doesnt necessarily stop me doing it though.
[Edited on Jul 23, 2003]