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Does anyone else have a friend that you may have had the beginnings of something romantic go on, that person left and didn't keep in great contact, came back and is making things weird like saying, "Are you mad cause we don't hook up anymore?" and I say, "No, I didn't think we would cause you barely kept in contact with me and I got over the idea and now we are just friends." Then they get mad at you for being emotionally unavailable when basically all I did was misinterpret the gravity of what was going on with her grandmother. Lord have mercy we have to have another one of THOSE talks. Do you think she realizes how much work being her friend is?

anyway, in other inttersting news. I'm trying to get my house rented out and all these people need semester leases, my house is beautiful and I have the cutest friggin dog, so if anyone needs a place to live and you happen to be moving to champaign, and you are curteous and all then get a hold of me, i know that's probably none of you but, I need to rent this bitch by Aug. 1st.

went star gazing last night. my friend Ryan is so learned on the ways of the galaxies. I felt supremely confused about the origins of everything after our conversation, it's all one big never ending chemical reaction flowing in and out of equlibrium, from the most compact galaxy to the head of a pin, nothing matters, and matter happens, we are in the 4th generation of stars, our existence is a great accomplishment but is mostly dependent on the separation of the moon from its mother, that being earth. We are all Moon Babies making cars and buildings from Star Dust.