foxylady

I feel all sorts of stuck. Like I want to go out and do shit, like go on the road with no destination in mind. But them the damn responsibilities weigh in and blah. Like what about work? Who will water the plants? Feed the Fish and hermit crabs? Will I take the dog or board her? Will we have enough money to do this and still be abole to make rent when we return? Can the car take that much more wear and tear? ......................on and on...............

But in my head man, I'm like there. I just wanna have no responsibilites and just pick up and go. Yet, in my daily life.... I love my responsibilites. Does anyone else ever feel this way?? I like being in one place- yet I know I was not meant to be in one place.

People are so fucking judgemental. Fuck that shit. You know who you are. Just because you have some sort of issues not worked out within your self- you take it out on me and others around you. That shit is fucking bullshit. I'm not amused.

I've been so much in a fog these past two days. I need to work on things, Work on me. I'm a mess and not ashamed to admit that. I've come a long way but I'm still not perfect, and never will be- none of us will. But one can always try to better themselves. Remember though- Flaws are beauty marks on the soul and body.

My boyfriend is the sexiest man in this world He is so awesome. I really love that boy.

I have always and will always hate skittles candy. I like the way they look- but ewwwwww.

I painted my nails Green.

My toe nails are still chipped off pink.

I am such a sloppy frump today. I'm all in baggy ass sweats and a hoodie. All black like a fucking ninja or something. A fucking frumpy ninja. Poof I say.

My hands are so cold. I hate the fucking cold.
Where's summer?????

I'm annoyed.