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it's been forever...that's life...gotta be in the real world sometimes even though it hurts...

reflections on recent events:

ghosts from the past
coming out to haunt me again
the wound still hurts
maybe it bleeds a little, too.
what am i to do?
should i forgive?
should i forget?
it hurts
oh it hurts
can there be any trust?
what am i suposed to do?...
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i had the most relaxing weekend that i've had the chance to have in such a long time....i listened to miles davis while knitting for hours on end, and i also read a bunch...well and i had time with my hubby which is always wonderful! it was so nice to just sit and be for a while, it was so nice just to cuddle with...
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it's been a while since i've been on....no real reason why...just haven't been coming online that much...aside from checking email or playing wow...and i've been really tired and out of energy lately...i haven't been sleeping well, exercising enough or eating right...all which don't help with the sleepiness...and that caused me to miss out on some important alone time with my hubby...and that just sucks all...
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Woot! My hubby & I, & a bunch of our friends are going to the Live show on Oct. 28th at Neumo's!!! I'm so super excited it will be great!




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i'm bored. i hate sorting papers and cleaning and crap. it's so god-damned boring! ugh...but it must be done...for we are having a brand new beautiful couch being delivered to us on wed and therefore we must clean and make room...and since we are cleaning...we are also going through the shit loads of papers we have both collected over who knows how long and throwing...
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i love october so very much!!!

the HIM concert kicked ass....well the opening bands sucked...but HIM rocked!!

we got more costumey stuff for halloween today!! woo-hoo...and we are going to get pumpkins, and possibly carve some tomorrow too!! we are also going to do paper mache skulls!! super yeah!

anyways....need to drink tea...basically killed my throat at the concert (mostly because i already had a...
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my head hurts
my head feels like it is floating,
and my head is disconnected from my body....all at the same time.

my brain is flipping everything in the world off and saying "FUCK YOU!" (oddly enough it says it in a funny accent too...)

i'm going to mindlessly play some WoW now...i'll probably die a lot...but i don't give a flying rat fuck right...
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i've got a cold. i feel like ass. i don't want to do anything, but there is so much to do.

and damn the world. matt & i can't go see the misfits on saturday because we've got to pick up his parents from the stupid train station instead...ugh! it's not fair...and they are matt's fav band ever...stupid stupid stupid.

ugh. i'm gonna lay down...
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blah...i just don't want to do anything today!

i can't wait for October...so much fun stuff is happening...
HIM in seattle....El Turbo Negro in Seattle....my 1st anniversary to my wonderful husband, my birthday, and halloween...lots of partying...lots of fun...lots of sex...lots of drinking...lots of friends hanging out...SUPER AWESOME!

WEEEEEEEEEEE!


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Arr!

damn i had a cool thing to post but it didn't work...so i'll try it again later...i'm gonna look at it in a different thing first.


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i helped rip up tile at my work the other night....i'm so fucking sore right now...it hurts from my neck all the way down to my finger tips...i've taken a few pain killers to help but i can still feel every muscle quivering in pain and discontent with how i treated them....it was a lot harder then we thought it was going to be, but...
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