So the first three weeks of school have already passed and I have to say, it is not going well at all! I am in my 5th year of high school which completely sucks because I failed grade one making me 2 years older than everyone in my classes which I hate. The worst part about the past 3 weeks of school has been that my anxiety disorder has become a big factor again and I have not been able to control it. This has caused me to miss too many days of school, but we are working on a plan to overcome this!
Another problem has been work. I hate where I work. My parents also think that I should find a new job, which I completely agree with them and am working on it!
Well enough about the bad. What's going on in my life that is good, you ask? Well lately I have been losing weight easily which is great because since the injuries that I have sustained to my right ankle and left knee I have been out of shape. Now that those injuries are pretty much healed its time for me to get back into the shape I used to be, but even better. Before my injuries I used to play basketball constantly so I wish to be able to get back to playing basketball like I used to because it was a huge part of my life.
Another good thing going on right now is that I seem to be attracting the attention of a few girls. One of these girls I actually like and am interested in, which is awesome! Only downside there is that I'm a little confused when it comes to her but that is a long long story! The other girls are kool, although I have completely no interest is one of them. As for the last one, well she is very attractive and I'd totally like to get to know her but i don't think that's gonna happen because it seems like its more of just a physical thing which is something i debate with myself whether I could ever just have something physical with a girl or not.
Well I think this is all for now. I'll try to keep writing at least once a week or so.
Oh and yea, I'm still sick, but I think I'll be better soon.
Good Night!!!
Another problem has been work. I hate where I work. My parents also think that I should find a new job, which I completely agree with them and am working on it!
Well enough about the bad. What's going on in my life that is good, you ask? Well lately I have been losing weight easily which is great because since the injuries that I have sustained to my right ankle and left knee I have been out of shape. Now that those injuries are pretty much healed its time for me to get back into the shape I used to be, but even better. Before my injuries I used to play basketball constantly so I wish to be able to get back to playing basketball like I used to because it was a huge part of my life.
Another good thing going on right now is that I seem to be attracting the attention of a few girls. One of these girls I actually like and am interested in, which is awesome! Only downside there is that I'm a little confused when it comes to her but that is a long long story! The other girls are kool, although I have completely no interest is one of them. As for the last one, well she is very attractive and I'd totally like to get to know her but i don't think that's gonna happen because it seems like its more of just a physical thing which is something i debate with myself whether I could ever just have something physical with a girl or not.
Well I think this is all for now. I'll try to keep writing at least once a week or so.
Oh and yea, I'm still sick, but I think I'll be better soon.
Good Night!!!
I think if anxiety is a factor in your life, you need to do what you can to relax and motivate yourself- this includes ditching the job you hate- and embracing things that make you happy- like playing basketball. Even if you simply stand on your driveway and shoot at the hoop instead of doing complicated layouts and the like- ease back into it.
Asfor high school- I know many people who have spent a longer period of time in high school- trust me, when you get to college, none of that even matters because there are so many different groups and ages of people- I find with college even more than a university. Age does not matter- it's what you get out of the experience.