Once again I am stumped as to what I would like to say... Trying to avoid seeing my Aunt and her family, paticularly my Aunt, who is a narcisisstic, plastic, and superficial bitch. Her children have gotten Catholicism in the worst way, and they ignore the whole group of us whenever we come over.
We will see, I've resolved that if they make plans that are doable, that I will show up for something tomorrow. This means being ignored, being condescended to and dealing with my autistic cousin. God bless her, she is the best person out of that whole part of the family. Problem is that they don't always watch her, and if she really has something on her mind, they have to put her in a shoulder-lock to calm her.
I praise the day that God decided to give me bipolar instead of autism. What a way to live. It's kind of embarrassing sometimes because if a cute guys walks into the restaurant, she gets really hyperactive and wants to follow the guy around. Denise likes hunks. Don't get me wrong, I think Denise is a worthwhile person, but she is very hard to be around.
Well that about covers it. School, more school, family visiting, working on a paper.
Got into a heated discussion with somebody about Buddhism today. They claim to have no ego, but they want to prove my ideas wrong. My comment to them was, if you don't have an ego, why try to beat me in an argument?
Nobody drives me nuts more than this type of Buddhist. They tell me that I'm already enlightened, and my response to that is "Great, mind if I can the Buddhism and take my enlightened being back to Church?" They're great on actiing superior. Nothing is funnier than seeing one of them get angry, becaue then it's like "If your self doesn't exist then who is getting angry?"
It never makes a dent though.
Give me a good Satanist any day. In fact, most of the Satanists I know are better people than most of the Christians I meet. And no they don't sacrifice anything or do blood rites.
The nice thing about a Satanist is that they are expected to take care of themselves. If they lose all their money, then no one comes to their rescue. They're very self-reliant, the ones who aren't teen witches anyway. I find them easy to talk to, because I take care of myself too, and I am ferocious when I'm fucked with.
That has been one of my life lessons. If my life is screwed up, then 9 times out 10 it is completely my fault. I could go into this in depth, but it's true. So instead of blamiing Bush or the WTO for all my problems, I can the blaming and take responsibiltiy for myself.
It's really that easy. Later.
Tim.
We will see, I've resolved that if they make plans that are doable, that I will show up for something tomorrow. This means being ignored, being condescended to and dealing with my autistic cousin. God bless her, she is the best person out of that whole part of the family. Problem is that they don't always watch her, and if she really has something on her mind, they have to put her in a shoulder-lock to calm her.
I praise the day that God decided to give me bipolar instead of autism. What a way to live. It's kind of embarrassing sometimes because if a cute guys walks into the restaurant, she gets really hyperactive and wants to follow the guy around. Denise likes hunks. Don't get me wrong, I think Denise is a worthwhile person, but she is very hard to be around.
Well that about covers it. School, more school, family visiting, working on a paper.
Got into a heated discussion with somebody about Buddhism today. They claim to have no ego, but they want to prove my ideas wrong. My comment to them was, if you don't have an ego, why try to beat me in an argument?
Nobody drives me nuts more than this type of Buddhist. They tell me that I'm already enlightened, and my response to that is "Great, mind if I can the Buddhism and take my enlightened being back to Church?" They're great on actiing superior. Nothing is funnier than seeing one of them get angry, becaue then it's like "If your self doesn't exist then who is getting angry?"
It never makes a dent though.
Give me a good Satanist any day. In fact, most of the Satanists I know are better people than most of the Christians I meet. And no they don't sacrifice anything or do blood rites.
The nice thing about a Satanist is that they are expected to take care of themselves. If they lose all their money, then no one comes to their rescue. They're very self-reliant, the ones who aren't teen witches anyway. I find them easy to talk to, because I take care of myself too, and I am ferocious when I'm fucked with.
That has been one of my life lessons. If my life is screwed up, then 9 times out 10 it is completely my fault. I could go into this in depth, but it's true. So instead of blamiing Bush or the WTO for all my problems, I can the blaming and take responsibiltiy for myself.
It's really that easy. Later.
Tim.