Alright so I've written and erased once already. Hmm... Well I guess I kind of wanted to come out of another closet and just say that I am a Christian and that I go to Church. I have just recently started going to an Episcopalian Church, which is hardcore liberal and where we talk about strange things like helping the poor. But also about Jesus.
I converted after I quit using drugs and have gone through several major phases which aren't really important, but which I would be willing to share if people ask.
I have already discussed my discomfort with pornography, although maybe not as openly as I should have. But, I also believe that the naked body is beautiful and that sex is a normal part of anyone's life. I'm still bisexual, one reason I go to a liberal Episcopalian Church, and I'm still rather profane and probably say fuck and goddamit a lot more than is proper.
I'm not here to evangelize people, but to do what everyone else is here to do, look at naked women and make friends. Actually, I pretty much think that whatever path you're on is probably exactly where you need to be right now, and I don't like to influence people's life decisions about anything, including religion, because I consider it interfering in other people's business.
As far as my discomfort at events sometimes, I'm a former hardcore drug addict and I really like to booze it up, but I can't because my health is so poor. Actually the way things stand, that pint of ice cream I ate last weekend is liable to kill me someday. It's shit, but unless I just want to keel over and die and say fuck it all, and I'm not ready to do that, I have to be about sXe as they come. I don't want to be. I love drugs, particularly fun ones like mushrooms, and I love good beer. But when the doctors threatened me with kidney failure and amputation, and I knew they meant it, I had to basically become a fucking monk.
The SG girls are still hot, I'm still horny, I still love you all, and I still don't love you all unconditionally. Hopefully, people will be willing to continue to put up with my crap, and I will be happy to listen to any of your responses, or even none at all.
I also don't mean to be defensive, but I am.
Arrgh.
Tim.
I converted after I quit using drugs and have gone through several major phases which aren't really important, but which I would be willing to share if people ask.
I have already discussed my discomfort with pornography, although maybe not as openly as I should have. But, I also believe that the naked body is beautiful and that sex is a normal part of anyone's life. I'm still bisexual, one reason I go to a liberal Episcopalian Church, and I'm still rather profane and probably say fuck and goddamit a lot more than is proper.
I'm not here to evangelize people, but to do what everyone else is here to do, look at naked women and make friends. Actually, I pretty much think that whatever path you're on is probably exactly where you need to be right now, and I don't like to influence people's life decisions about anything, including religion, because I consider it interfering in other people's business.
As far as my discomfort at events sometimes, I'm a former hardcore drug addict and I really like to booze it up, but I can't because my health is so poor. Actually the way things stand, that pint of ice cream I ate last weekend is liable to kill me someday. It's shit, but unless I just want to keel over and die and say fuck it all, and I'm not ready to do that, I have to be about sXe as they come. I don't want to be. I love drugs, particularly fun ones like mushrooms, and I love good beer. But when the doctors threatened me with kidney failure and amputation, and I knew they meant it, I had to basically become a fucking monk.
The SG girls are still hot, I'm still horny, I still love you all, and I still don't love you all unconditionally. Hopefully, people will be willing to continue to put up with my crap, and I will be happy to listen to any of your responses, or even none at all.
I also don't mean to be defensive, but I am.
Arrgh.
Tim.
Hang in there!