"Right now I'm more apt to blame all these problems on the fact that life is mostly a shithole with a few flashes of occasional pleasure, just to tease you."
Quote from an Instant Messager conversation with a friend, by yours truly.
Checking out life at SG, which if anything is at least a very honest place. For example, my old theology book noted that a fundamental question answered by all religions and philosophies is "Why are you here?" To which we can answer at SG "To look at naked chicks." A much better answer than any other I've found thank you. Being titillated is better than layiing on the couch and watching the pap they smear on tv.
Other questions like "Where am I heading?" have simple answers like, "over to Quinne's gallery because I like pert tits and cute faces."
We need no long winded philosophies, or mindless ritual, or even a set of meditations.
Just some ass.
Are there any more lovely poems in literature or beautiful concepts in philosophy, than even the plainest ass?
I've read all that shit and the answer is "No" there is not.
I am fucking tore up tonight. So I'm being emo again, aggh. Please don't try to make me feel better, I'm immune to feeling better right now.
Sure we can argue that I'm doing it to myself by not trying to be happy, fine. That's what my shrink and my psychologist say. Fine.
So now that I've written all that, I can tell you that the friend of the first quote's convo cheered me up with that psychobabble shit. Alright, so I'm turning my frown upside down.
I do try. Ahh fuck, all my friends want to cheer me up. Ok so I'm actually smiling you people are crazy! Dammit! Why do you give me these new age exercises people! Aggh!
Alright, so the people I'm talking about are not on SG. Sorry. Anyway, the news is that I bought one nice outfit at Hot Topic which cost $120 and about 20 mediocre things from thrift stores which cost maybe $20. I was happy all day, except for the past 2 hours.
So anyway, my internet friends rock, I wish I could collect them in one city.
And I'm fine now, but I would like a soda pop, and I would have to put all my layers back on as I am in my pajamas right now. Damn I'm thirsty for a diet coke. I guess it's water tonight though.
No need to make sense people. More words sometime tomorrow.
Quote from an Instant Messager conversation with a friend, by yours truly.
Checking out life at SG, which if anything is at least a very honest place. For example, my old theology book noted that a fundamental question answered by all religions and philosophies is "Why are you here?" To which we can answer at SG "To look at naked chicks." A much better answer than any other I've found thank you. Being titillated is better than layiing on the couch and watching the pap they smear on tv.
Other questions like "Where am I heading?" have simple answers like, "over to Quinne's gallery because I like pert tits and cute faces."
We need no long winded philosophies, or mindless ritual, or even a set of meditations.
Just some ass.
Are there any more lovely poems in literature or beautiful concepts in philosophy, than even the plainest ass?
I've read all that shit and the answer is "No" there is not.
I am fucking tore up tonight. So I'm being emo again, aggh. Please don't try to make me feel better, I'm immune to feeling better right now.
Sure we can argue that I'm doing it to myself by not trying to be happy, fine. That's what my shrink and my psychologist say. Fine.
So now that I've written all that, I can tell you that the friend of the first quote's convo cheered me up with that psychobabble shit. Alright, so I'm turning my frown upside down.
I do try. Ahh fuck, all my friends want to cheer me up. Ok so I'm actually smiling you people are crazy! Dammit! Why do you give me these new age exercises people! Aggh!
Alright, so the people I'm talking about are not on SG. Sorry. Anyway, the news is that I bought one nice outfit at Hot Topic which cost $120 and about 20 mediocre things from thrift stores which cost maybe $20. I was happy all day, except for the past 2 hours.
So anyway, my internet friends rock, I wish I could collect them in one city.
And I'm fine now, but I would like a soda pop, and I would have to put all my layers back on as I am in my pajamas right now. Damn I'm thirsty for a diet coke. I guess it's water tonight though.
No need to make sense people. More words sometime tomorrow.
hope you feel better