so, it's early in the morning again. well, by my standards at least. (930am) and since i was such the loser yesterday and spent all my time here, i got double duty today. gotta go sit at the DMV. 
that whole idea is very unsavory. but it's either that or tempt fate with a suspended lisence.
fuck em all.......the bastards. tryin to drive me crazy....
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that whole idea is very unsavory. but it's either that or tempt fate with a suspended lisence.
fuck em all.......the bastards. tryin to drive me crazy....
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my goodness. i think i need to make me some girl friends. this is looking onesided, and people might get the wrong idea about me! 
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foxfyre819:
but you are a perv, my dear. and that's what i love about you. 
mamabunny:
Hi!
Welcome to SG
I'm always around......
Take Care
MAMA
Welcome to SG
I'm always around......
Take Care
MAMA
summer sky and a throat bone dry
and the fields are all gold
dusty lane with a song in my brain
and it stoned me to my soul
i climb higher move towards the fire
blaze sun
silver trees and a whispering breeze
are my sight and my sound
the thought of heaven couldn't drag me
from the path
when i'm wandering here alone
i...
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and the fields are all gold
dusty lane with a song in my brain
and it stoned me to my soul
i climb higher move towards the fire
blaze sun
silver trees and a whispering breeze
are my sight and my sound
the thought of heaven couldn't drag me
from the path
when i'm wandering here alone
i...
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apologees:
you arent a member of our atlanta sg group!
you should be.
we are nice.
you arent a member of our atlanta sg group!
you should be.
we are nice.
foxfyre819:
LMAO with yer joni mitchell and indigo girls!
the sundays always kinda put me in a quiet place. one of those damned contemplative moods. that can be a good thing or a bad thing......not really sure.
the sundays always kinda put me in a quiet place. one of those damned contemplative moods. that can be a good thing or a bad thing......not really sure.
ugh. somebudy tell me pretty things.....
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fancybear:
We met over a discussion about honesty in chat if you recall.
I am not a big fan of being fully honest as it is based on your truth not your collective truth. People warm to each other a bit at a time. You two have history and are each a special piece of work. Your collective truth is built on mutual trust. This trust is built in small ways every time you communicate with each other. Maybe even if he accepts your offer and observations, who he sees himself as cannot accept it (if things are too simple, too obvious). Do the best you can and accept what comes. We are all a bit crazy. It is super cool when we meet people crazy like us
Id say, you suspect K is your one tru love but when it comes down to it you just want to spend some quality time with him and see how it goes. Then on a day to day basis make your relationship everything you think it can be. We only have the moment we are in right now. Make that moment as rad as you can. Then, over time you realize the relationship you know in your heart is there.
Is this helpful at all?
::worried glance::
I am not a big fan of being fully honest as it is based on your truth not your collective truth. People warm to each other a bit at a time. You two have history and are each a special piece of work. Your collective truth is built on mutual trust. This trust is built in small ways every time you communicate with each other. Maybe even if he accepts your offer and observations, who he sees himself as cannot accept it (if things are too simple, too obvious). Do the best you can and accept what comes. We are all a bit crazy. It is super cool when we meet people crazy like us
Id say, you suspect K is your one tru love but when it comes down to it you just want to spend some quality time with him and see how it goes. Then on a day to day basis make your relationship everything you think it can be. We only have the moment we are in right now. Make that moment as rad as you can. Then, over time you realize the relationship you know in your heart is there.
Is this helpful at all?
::worried glance::
fancybear:
you are so brave.
you are so brave.
gotta love going to court. such a journey. i got to be all nosey about other people's shit. it was kinda entertaining to see the reality of what offenses warrant which punishments.
so this is what i got:
2 yrs. probation!!!!!!!!!!!!
40 hrs. community service
$780 fine
some dont be drunk class ($250)
and $39 mo. probation fee (about $1000)
for a first offense mind...
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so this is what i got:
2 yrs. probation!!!!!!!!!!!!
40 hrs. community service
$780 fine
some dont be drunk class ($250)
and $39 mo. probation fee (about $1000)
for a first offense mind...
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evildoc:
If you meet any cute single women in the slammer, let me know. Should I send cigarettes to use for trade? Need a cake with a file in it?
Seriously-- I'm glad you didn't get smacked around worse than you did. There are first time offenders in Michigan who've gotten hit a lot worse ... couple months in jail plus nasty ass fines.
I've become totally paranoid of getting popped for DUI. I figure the cost of the cab ride is worth it.
And just think ... it could be worse. They could be confining you in my bedroom for 24 hours!
Seriously-- I'm glad you didn't get smacked around worse than you did. There are first time offenders in Michigan who've gotten hit a lot worse ... couple months in jail plus nasty ass fines.
I've become totally paranoid of getting popped for DUI. I figure the cost of the cab ride is worth it.
And just think ... it could be worse. They could be confining you in my bedroom for 24 hours!
fancybear:
I wasn't exactly asking for a copy... I was wondering if you could get one for yourself...
I do love booking photos though. They are SOOO fucked up sometimes.
I do love booking photos though. They are SOOO fucked up sometimes.
sunday nites are much worse. we dont like sunday nites in my house!
"no sleep, no sex for you from your x-girlfriend-- i was too deep cant let you call and just jump in-- at times i would push my feelings aside to let you feel-- i'm novocaine im numb and nothings real"
just a lovely little bitter shout out to my fuckin favorite lyin...
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"no sleep, no sex for you from your x-girlfriend-- i was too deep cant let you call and just jump in-- at times i would push my feelings aside to let you feel-- i'm novocaine im numb and nothings real"
just a lovely little bitter shout out to my fuckin favorite lyin...
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fancybear:
always glad to hear whats goin on with you!
evildoc:
no pregnant is almost always good news ... I've always been tempted to get my bullets altered so I only shoot blanks
so, this is my fried-day nite:
wendy and eric came to pick me up around 10:30, and we went to the firehouse. met up with quintin and got our drink on. then the flirting started. eric..... woo, goodness! he first caught my eye when i was still in highschool. 17. he's wendy's best friend, a scorpio, and at the moment......fuckin taken.
but see, when we...
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wendy and eric came to pick me up around 10:30, and we went to the firehouse. met up with quintin and got our drink on. then the flirting started. eric..... woo, goodness! he first caught my eye when i was still in highschool. 17. he's wendy's best friend, a scorpio, and at the moment......fuckin taken.
but see, when we...
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fancybear:
That's too bad baby...
It sounds like sex was avaible but you were using good judgement and not pushing it. Good for you.
That's too bad baby...
It sounds like sex was avaible but you were using good judgement and not pushing it. Good for you.
evildoc:
Sounds like you had lotsa fun, even though you didn't get laid. Gives you a chance to figure out who you are and what you want.
as i get random flashes of things i did last night thru this funky fog of ka-ka feeling, all i can say is "oh my god....."
i feel like yuck from hell.......
woke up at 6pm. i guess thats kinda good because i finally got more than 5hrs sleep at one time, but still.....
i dont think i'm up for this computer thing right now....
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i feel like yuck from hell.......
woke up at 6pm. i guess thats kinda good because i finally got more than 5hrs sleep at one time, but still.....
i dont think i'm up for this computer thing right now....
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fancybear:
sweetie... what... did... you... DO? 
I went and saw some awesome live music last night. Your meditations were so effective I had to chase the girls away. I did have a wonderfull time dancing. I didn't get up until, like, 12...
Heading back out tonight... but I have to make it an early one... there is an all day roda (capoeira gathering) tomorrow and I am beat already.
xo!
I went and saw some awesome live music last night. Your meditations were so effective I had to chase the girls away. I did have a wonderfull time dancing. I didn't get up until, like, 12...
Heading back out tonight... but I have to make it an early one... there is an all day roda (capoeira gathering) tomorrow and I am beat already.
xo!
evildoc:
the self inflicted torture of an evening spent drinking shots of everything including cleaning products. it's so fun while you're doing it ... but the next day! I'm a total puker so for me it's pure misery!
good googley moogley!
so much shit to do today! i would much rather sit on my ass and do whatever came to mind, but i got these things here sombody once called something like "obligations" or some craziness like that.... geez that sounds lazy from hell, but really it's about enjoying comfort.
no really.
so i called my bug who just had her baby. i've...
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so much shit to do today! i would much rather sit on my ass and do whatever came to mind, but i got these things here sombody once called something like "obligations" or some craziness like that....
geez that sounds lazy from hell, but really it's about enjoying comfort.
no really.
so i called my bug who just had her baby. i've...
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foxfyre819:
ugh!!!! 
dammit all to hell!!!!!!!
so i called him back today, but no answer---left message.
repeat once more---message: "well, specifically, i was calling to see if you were still coming to town this weekend....."
so he calls me back a few minutes ago. tries to throw a guilt trip at me, one of the many faces of his humor, sayin' that since he didn't hear from me this week, he thought i didn't want to see him, and so he thought he'd come down next weekend.
i told him, "well, that's cool, but you know, i'm gonna be in jail next weekend. my courtdate's tues., and it's completely up to the judge how much time i serve. so i could be in there the whole week end. i don't know."
at first he thought i was kidding, but i'm totally fereal.
apparently, he's at work, and he got really busy. told me he'd call me back.
oh! but before all that, he was like, "dammit! i wanted to see you."
then i says, "it doesn't really matter all that much does it? i mean, you weren't coming down to see me, you were coming down to get some stuff. right?"
.........................silence........................
"what else you got?" i say
after that he was acting all flustered like trying to figure something out. i asked him whats the matter, and he says, "i'm trying to figure out how i can come see you. i wanna see you."
right. so that's where i am.
but gaddammit! i'm still going out tonite! even though there's no chance i'll get myself laid anymore. probably a good thing anyway. think i'm ovulating. heh.
where's my good, trusty pal fancypants when i need him?
dammit all to hell!!!!!!!
so i called him back today, but no answer---left message.
repeat once more---message: "well, specifically, i was calling to see if you were still coming to town this weekend....."
so he calls me back a few minutes ago. tries to throw a guilt trip at me, one of the many faces of his humor, sayin' that since he didn't hear from me this week, he thought i didn't want to see him, and so he thought he'd come down next weekend.
i told him, "well, that's cool, but you know, i'm gonna be in jail next weekend. my courtdate's tues., and it's completely up to the judge how much time i serve. so i could be in there the whole week end. i don't know."
at first he thought i was kidding, but i'm totally fereal.
apparently, he's at work, and he got really busy. told me he'd call me back.
oh! but before all that, he was like, "dammit! i wanted to see you."
then i says, "it doesn't really matter all that much does it? i mean, you weren't coming down to see me, you were coming down to get some stuff. right?"
.........................silence........................
"what else you got?" i say
after that he was acting all flustered like trying to figure something out. i asked him whats the matter, and he says, "i'm trying to figure out how i can come see you. i wanna see you."
right. so that's where i am.
but gaddammit! i'm still going out tonite! even though there's no chance i'll get myself laid anymore. probably a good thing anyway. think i'm ovulating. heh.
where's my good, trusty pal fancypants when i need him?
fancybear:
ah, shit Foxy... I was in traffic on the way home. I am grabbing a shower and heading to capoeira (Ahhhh, capoeira...) 
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I thought you were out and about gettin busy. Sorry to hear your boy isn't coming up (he may yet, heh?). I was/am wishing you well too. Maybe I need to tune my antennae...
dialing into "pretty, perfect and pink",
connection established...
Sending "irresistable"
Sending "bliss magnet"
I hope my upload worked. Have a great time tonight. Don't kill anyone.
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I thought you were out and about gettin busy. Sorry to hear your boy isn't coming up (he may yet, heh?).
I was/am wishing you well too. Maybe I need to tune my antennae...
dialing into "pretty, perfect and pink",
connection established...
Sending "irresistable"
Sending "bliss magnet"
I hope my upload worked. Have a great time tonight. Don't kill anyone.
so, guess who called me today. left me a message on my phone.
said, "hey m. this is kris s. remember me? just wanted to see if yer still alive or something. give me a call."
i figured me a plan, see. he called me on sunday, but i didn't answer, so he lef me a message. but i didn't care for his tone. (although...
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said, "hey m. this is kris s. remember me? just wanted to see if yer still alive or something. give me a call."
i figured me a plan, see. he called me on sunday, but i didn't answer, so he lef me a message. but i didn't care for his tone. (although...
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fancybear:
Clean house... shit, thanks for reminding me. Girls are the same way I think... They seem to like having TP in the bathroom and sheets on the bed... they are funny like that
Sorry to hear about kelli... wow, getting into a bender with a cop while drinking... that is going to suck in court.
Right on about kris... good luck with your new plan.
I am going to get food with the brazillians... we will see what happens...
Sorry to hear about kelli... wow, getting into a bender with a cop while drinking... that is going to suck in court.
Right on about kris... good luck with your new plan.
I am going to get food with the brazillians... we will see what happens...
Good luck!
I am sending my spiritual minions to heckle and harass K.