well, the jail is all over. i spent a total of 3 1/2 hours there. wooohooooooo......
but now i got a whole other ass of things to do this week AND my professors still want me to study. what's up with that?!
is it just me or is everything having to be done NOW, RIGHT FUCKING NOW, in everyone's lives?
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but now i got a whole other ass of things to do this week AND my professors still want me to study. what's up with that?!
is it just me or is everything having to be done NOW, RIGHT FUCKING NOW, in everyone's lives?
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so, get this shit.
what is it about a person that makes them do the things they do?
wendy called me tonight. told me that she had heard from someone tonight that john, my ex, confronted the "nameless" girl full on earlier tonight. the first thing that came out of his mouth was a question: whether or not i'm dating mr. d.
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what is it about a person that makes them do the things they do?
wendy called me tonight. told me that she had heard from someone tonight that john, my ex, confronted the "nameless" girl full on earlier tonight. the first thing that came out of his mouth was a question: whether or not i'm dating mr. d.
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foxfyre819:
nope, evil. i've been leaving the ex behind for years. i really wish he would just be a fucking man already. suck it up, deal with his own shit, and move on to be the talented, productive member of society like i know he can be.
he's just being clingy. looking for a reason other than what i told him to be the cause of my having left him. i guess he can only make sense of it if it was because i wanted to fuck other people or something. had nothing to do with the relationship at all. NOOOO. that can't be it.
eh.
he's just being clingy. looking for a reason other than what i told him to be the cause of my having left him. i guess he can only make sense of it if it was because i wanted to fuck other people or something. had nothing to do with the relationship at all. NOOOO. that can't be it.
eh.
lunna:
Hi Sweetie! Wow, that doesn't sound good at all. Of course, i don't know that much about the story and details i hope it all gets worked out ok. Have a great day you kick ass girl. 
*FOXIE GOT HER GRIP*
right. mr. d left today. he's been staying with me since sunday. he was afraid he was overstaying his welcome, but really, i didn't want him to leave. he made some kick ass stir-fry for me the other night. man that shit was good! no boy has ever made dinner for me. well, that didn't include using the microwave.
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right. mr. d left today. he's been staying with me since sunday. he was afraid he was overstaying his welcome, but really, i didn't want him to leave. he made some kick ass stir-fry for me the other night. man that shit was good! no boy has ever made dinner for me. well, that didn't include using the microwave.
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evildoc:
Of course I love you ... life's just been mucho difficult the last few days. Everyday gets a little better. 
Stir fry ... mmmmmm.
Sounds like boy #2 still wants to make bootie calls.
Stir fry ... mmmmmm.
Sounds like boy #2 still wants to make bootie calls.
foxfyre819:
yeah. that's what i'm screamin' over here! fuckin bastard of a boy he is.....
the ex keeps bothering me. guilt trips to the right of me! guilt trips to the left! eh, i guess it comes with the territory.
okay, so......best sex EVERRRR last night!!!!!
jesus god almighty!
whooo.........
okay, so......best sex EVERRRR last night!!!!!
jesus god almighty!
whooo.........
evildoc:
well ... the question you have to answer is ... what unmet need was the ex fulfilling in your life?
Sometimes the answer to that question isn't always something great ... like maybe he fulfils a need to make your life less than you deserve, because you're not sure you're entitled to a great life?
so far the new one still sounds better than the old one.
Sometimes the answer to that question isn't always something great ... like maybe he fulfils a need to make your life less than you deserve, because you're not sure you're entitled to a great life?
so far the new one still sounds better than the old one.
christaylor:
I really have no advice, but best sex ever................ that I understand 
ahem.....
so, he moved back down here today. the new one, not the old one. i don't know what the deal is with the old one. been ignoring his phone calls.
but the new one is here, in town. and we're going out with wendy tonite. it's funny. we both have ex-s we're trying to avoid. his hangs at the firehouse, mine at the soul...
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so, he moved back down here today. the new one, not the old one. i don't know what the deal is with the old one. been ignoring his phone calls.
but the new one is here, in town. and we're going out with wendy tonite. it's funny. we both have ex-s we're trying to avoid. his hangs at the firehouse, mine at the soul...
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evildoc:
I still like the new one better than the old one!
foxfyre819:
yeah, well, what can i say? i can pick em.
" and why are you constantly believing
that i, could ever give you what you're needing? baby, baby please don't put your faith in me
i don't know what to say
'cause it's all a dream to me anyway"
*uncomfortable sigh*
we talked last nite. he's getting attached. i keep telling him not to. that i can't........ that i can't give him what he needs...
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that i, could ever give you what you're needing? baby, baby please don't put your faith in me
i don't know what to say
'cause it's all a dream to me anyway"
*uncomfortable sigh*
we talked last nite. he's getting attached. i keep telling him not to. that i can't........ that i can't give him what he needs...
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hellwood:
wow hard spot, its really hard to be there, i know, and really dont know what to tell you becuase we all do diferent things and need to do different things, no one can be the same, we make mistakes but hopefully only once then we learned our wrongs and dont do them again, but i have so cant really talk... i guess just try and follow your heart and be honest with yourself and everyone involed, that i have learned the hard way soo i bid you adieu......
elwood
elwood
lunna:
You are such a beautiful & wonderful girl. Who wouldn't fall for you? The best thing to do is exactly what elwoodwffw said.."try to follow your heart and be honest with yourself"
so, i talked to dustin for like 500 hours last night. once on the phone, with his daughter in the background just'a playin' her little heart out! hee. and then he im-ed me and we talked for a few more hours.
he's awsome. i really like him. keeps telling me things......
keeps seeing things........ in me......
don't quite know what to make of it.
anyways,...
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he's awsome. i really like him. keeps telling me things......
keeps seeing things........ in me......
don't quite know what to make of it.
anyways,...
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evildoc:
wow -- i thought you were upset because you missed an apt with a dentist who was good in bed!
Sounds like too much food and not enough people, one of life's better problems.
Sounds like too much food and not enough people, one of life's better problems.
lunna:
Yes you can be my pimp & what a lucky girl..good in bed-Yah! I finally posted my answer to my question if you want to check it out.
& what a lucky girl..good in bed-Yah! I finally posted my answer to my question if you want to check it out. WOOHOO!
finally, i have added a girl to my friends!
see? i'm not a whore......
finally, i have added a girl to my friends!
see? i'm not a whore......
lunna:
Thank you for your comments sweetie.
Haha, guess what..I am a whore, does that still count then? haha
Haha, guess what..I am a whore, does that still count then? haha
foxfyre819:
i suppose it would. 
wendy told me that she told dustin i'm dangerous. apparently i make people fall in love with me and then squash thier hearts.
(bullshit.)
so, dustin's been calling me all over the place. he's coming back to town to drop off his daughter tuesday. we're gonna go to a movie.
i really do like him. i just hate this situation. my head's all in a...
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(bullshit.)
so, dustin's been calling me all over the place. he's coming back to town to drop off his daughter tuesday. we're gonna go to a movie.
i really do like him. i just hate this situation. my head's all in a...
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foxfyre819:
AHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!
(that would be a triumphant, gonna conquer the world kinda laugh)
went to court. the cop who arrested me didn't show up, so it got dismissed.
woohoo! one less thing for me to occupy mind space with!
(that would be a triumphant, gonna conquer the world kinda laugh)
went to court. the cop who arrested me didn't show up, so it got dismissed.
woohoo! one less thing for me to occupy mind space with!
escottie:
glad you like my kitties buster and booboo. they're both good buddies, and do something everyday to make me laugh.
just a quick note: here on SG i post in your journal and you reply in mine. that way if you post in the journals of 50 people, you don't have to go back to each to see who replied. they'll come to you.
you use my box; i use your box. so to speak.
i don't have time right now, but i'm going to come back and write later. some of the stuff in your profile really rocks me.
just a quick note: here on SG i post in your journal and you reply in mine. that way if you post in the journals of 50 people, you don't have to go back to each to see who replied. they'll come to you.
you use my box; i use your box. so to speak.
i don't have time right now, but i'm going to come back and write later. some of the stuff in your profile really rocks me.
so, it started day before yesterday. new year's day. i was sitting around all day waiting for wendy to call me so that she could take me to get my car. i waited and waited. finally, i got this call from her house. picked it up, and it wasn't wendy. it was dustin, the cutie i was flirting with all new years eve night. he...
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evildoc:
only thrice? you're getting old! Actually -- I'm really glad you hooked up hon. You need more men in your life who will worship you as the goddess that you are.
evildoc:
People who love us never hurt us intentionally. Relationships like that just rip me open deep inside the entire time we're together. When's it's over, the deep wound gets exposed and it takes a lot of healing. Lots of self-blame. Sounds melodramatic eh?
My bottom line is ... people who hurt me intentionally are out of my life forever. No second chances. I deserve to be around people who love and respect me. Actually ... I have no tolerance for anyone who hurts anyone intentionally. I'd rather be celibate than be with an asshole.
It sounds like you have something there that feels good right now. Give yourself permission to enjoy it. Forget your fears and go with how things feel. Be honest with him and yourself about your real needs.
I miss being 19 and being able to hammer for 48 hours straight before coming up for air. Sigh.
I think that's a guy thing. Production is a measure of our manliness.
My bottom line is ... people who hurt me intentionally are out of my life forever. No second chances. I deserve to be around people who love and respect me. Actually ... I have no tolerance for anyone who hurts anyone intentionally. I'd rather be celibate than be with an asshole.
It sounds like you have something there that feels good right now. Give yourself permission to enjoy it. Forget your fears and go with how things feel. Be honest with him and yourself about your real needs.
I miss being 19 and being able to hammer for 48 hours straight before coming up for air. Sigh.
I think that's a guy thing. Production is a measure of our manliness.
xoxo
Lunna