foxfyre819

well, today was a whole lot better than yesterday. it's all about mindset i think. anyways, my ex called me again last night. i didn't answer the phone though.
-tough love-
he's still under the dillusion that this is just a break. it's been almost 2 months now. hopefully he'll get it sometime soon.
um.......what else?
kristopher called me yesterday. he was in town to get some stuff, and wanted me to come over. i told him that i didn't think i'd be very entertaining. he asked why, i said because i was in a pissy mood, he said can he help, i said i don't think so, he said do you wanna talk about it, i said no, he said if you change your mind and wanna talk about it, call me, and i said okay, and that was the end of our conversation.
my friend wendy said she thought that was a booty call.
i'm too wrapped up in girlie feelings to know if thats what that was or what.
whatever.
but i got me a plan today though! i gotta go to the store, get me some food and some REAL coffee. (been drinking decaf, cuz i was outa the real stuff, and just figured out why i've had a head ache for the past 4 days)
and then, i'm gonna come home, do laundry, wash dishes, and put up christmas for goodness sakes!
i got my first appointment to see my probation officer tomorrow.

hopefully all will go well with that one!
heh
and i hope that everyone's having a fine sunday and that you're all not being bombarded with the horrible negativity that seems prevailant in society with all this bullshit surrounding christmas.
much love to all my admirers and loyal subjects
-me