so, this is my fried-day nite:
wendy and eric came to pick me up around 10:30, and we went to the firehouse. met up with quintin and got our drink on. then the flirting started. eric..... woo, goodness! he first caught my eye when i was still in highschool. 17. he's wendy's best friend, a scorpio, and at the moment......fuckin taken.
but see, when we both get together in the same room and start drinking, the sparks fly like crazy. it's more like sexual banter, really. like we enjoy challenging each other. but neither of us is in the position to make the move. well, i am, but i'm constantly reminding him that he has a girlfriend, which serves to figuratively tie his hands behind his back. heh.
anyways, so that got underway, and wendy asked me what was going on with kristopher. so i told her the latest installment, and how i was upset because i can't bring myself to fuck anyone else, despite myself. and eric asked why not, cuz kristopher's surely getting his groove on. so i told him, the thought of anyone else at this point leaves me with this feeling of "just get the fuck off me," with the exception of eric, but he's got a girlfriend......
to which eric just looked at me like, "no you didn't" and i'm looking at him like, "yeah, that's what i said. whatchu gonna do about it?"
then, we all left and went to the blind pig where i proceeded to get completely shit faced. then, john, the ex, calls me like 4 times. and for some drunk reason, i get it in my head that i should call kristopher, so i did. ---a very psycho-esque 5 times!
luckily tho he didn't answer. but then that leaves me with the unsavory image of why he didn't answer at 2:40 am on a friday nite. not likely because he was sleeping. but anyway.
so, meanwhile, eric is flirting with me, challenging me, which i just can't back down from. and wendy's love intrest, sarah shows up. we all decided to go to denny's. when we got there i had to pee, so i went to the bathroom, got in the stall, and proceeded to try to hover over the toilet seat like my mama taught me, but my balance aint so good, so i fell right the fuck over! HA! happily i still had some bladder control, so i didn't pee on myself, but still......
and i don't remember what we were talking about, but for some reason i showed eric my undies. just from the side tho. nothing too slutty. it was pertinant (sp?) to the conversation, but still.....
at least now he knows that when/if he breaks up with farah, he's got some pussy waiting for him.....heh.
if i'm still single that is.
and so, we left, and wendy came home with me again. she's a great cuddler. not what yer thinking! no sex for me and her. i'd hurt her too bad if things ever got that far. and i love her, so just cuddling! and that was my nite in a nutshell.
no sex for me.
wendy and eric came to pick me up around 10:30, and we went to the firehouse. met up with quintin and got our drink on. then the flirting started. eric..... woo, goodness! he first caught my eye when i was still in highschool. 17. he's wendy's best friend, a scorpio, and at the moment......fuckin taken.
but see, when we both get together in the same room and start drinking, the sparks fly like crazy. it's more like sexual banter, really. like we enjoy challenging each other. but neither of us is in the position to make the move. well, i am, but i'm constantly reminding him that he has a girlfriend, which serves to figuratively tie his hands behind his back. heh.
anyways, so that got underway, and wendy asked me what was going on with kristopher. so i told her the latest installment, and how i was upset because i can't bring myself to fuck anyone else, despite myself. and eric asked why not, cuz kristopher's surely getting his groove on. so i told him, the thought of anyone else at this point leaves me with this feeling of "just get the fuck off me," with the exception of eric, but he's got a girlfriend......
to which eric just looked at me like, "no you didn't" and i'm looking at him like, "yeah, that's what i said. whatchu gonna do about it?"
then, we all left and went to the blind pig where i proceeded to get completely shit faced. then, john, the ex, calls me like 4 times. and for some drunk reason, i get it in my head that i should call kristopher, so i did. ---a very psycho-esque 5 times!
luckily tho he didn't answer. but then that leaves me with the unsavory image of why he didn't answer at 2:40 am on a friday nite. not likely because he was sleeping. but anyway.
so, meanwhile, eric is flirting with me, challenging me, which i just can't back down from. and wendy's love intrest, sarah shows up. we all decided to go to denny's. when we got there i had to pee, so i went to the bathroom, got in the stall, and proceeded to try to hover over the toilet seat like my mama taught me, but my balance aint so good, so i fell right the fuck over! HA! happily i still had some bladder control, so i didn't pee on myself, but still......
and i don't remember what we were talking about, but for some reason i showed eric my undies. just from the side tho. nothing too slutty. it was pertinant (sp?) to the conversation, but still.....
at least now he knows that when/if he breaks up with farah, he's got some pussy waiting for him.....heh.
if i'm still single that is.
and so, we left, and wendy came home with me again. she's a great cuddler. not what yer thinking! no sex for me and her. i'd hurt her too bad if things ever got that far. and i love her, so just cuddling! and that was my nite in a nutshell.
no sex for me.




It sounds like sex was avaible but you were using good judgement and not pushing it. Good for you.