so, guess who called me today. left me a message on my phone.
said, "hey m. this is kris s. remember me? just wanted to see if yer still alive or something. give me a call."
i figured me a plan, see. he called me on sunday, but i didn't answer, so he lef me a message. but i didn't care for his tone. (although i could be misreading it) anyway, i thought to myself, "self, you need to cool yer jets. you got so much going on in yer head about this boy that he has no clue about, and yet you expect him to just know and act accordingly? it's not about him. this is time for you anyway. chill the fuck out girl!"
so i did. 4 days, and i've just been doin' stuff i needed to get done anyway. not moping around the house bein' all pissy.
needed to get some perspective.
and i did. i'll love him when he comes home. i won't deny him the closeness. but when he leaves, that's my time.
that's my new plan. i think it might take some doing, but it can work.
of course, if you've been reading this, you realize by now that my moods regarding him are subject to serious swings.
eh. what can i say? like i told him, i don't feel anything half-assed. when i feel it, i feel it.
so, apparently it's dui season. my ex-girlfriend, kelli got one last night. that's her second one in a year. and they don't take kindly to that kind of thing in this neck of the woods, so she's either gonna have to get a really good lawyer or just stand there and play dodge-ball when they throw the book at her.
she told me that she was pulling out of a gas station and the cop hit her car. not bad, just a bump, but still.
she's never been the brightest bulb in the box. really don't know how she gets herself into some of the shit she gets into.
not much else going on. i got a shit ton of house work to do tonight, just in case kristopher wants to come over. gotta demonstrate my high degree of domestic prowess. guys say they don't care about that kind of stuff, but they do. it makes them comfortable. and even if they don't know that they notice it, they do on a subconscious level. and that's where i'm working my magic right now.
stealthy
under the radar
sneakin' up behind him
an' he'll never see me coming.........
heh
said, "hey m. this is kris s. remember me? just wanted to see if yer still alive or something. give me a call."
i figured me a plan, see. he called me on sunday, but i didn't answer, so he lef me a message. but i didn't care for his tone. (although i could be misreading it) anyway, i thought to myself, "self, you need to cool yer jets. you got so much going on in yer head about this boy that he has no clue about, and yet you expect him to just know and act accordingly? it's not about him. this is time for you anyway. chill the fuck out girl!"
so i did. 4 days, and i've just been doin' stuff i needed to get done anyway. not moping around the house bein' all pissy.
needed to get some perspective.
and i did. i'll love him when he comes home. i won't deny him the closeness. but when he leaves, that's my time.
that's my new plan. i think it might take some doing, but it can work.
of course, if you've been reading this, you realize by now that my moods regarding him are subject to serious swings.
eh. what can i say? like i told him, i don't feel anything half-assed. when i feel it, i feel it.
so, apparently it's dui season. my ex-girlfriend, kelli got one last night. that's her second one in a year. and they don't take kindly to that kind of thing in this neck of the woods, so she's either gonna have to get a really good lawyer or just stand there and play dodge-ball when they throw the book at her.
she told me that she was pulling out of a gas station and the cop hit her car. not bad, just a bump, but still.
she's never been the brightest bulb in the box. really don't know how she gets herself into some of the shit she gets into.
not much else going on. i got a shit ton of house work to do tonight, just in case kristopher wants to come over. gotta demonstrate my high degree of domestic prowess. guys say they don't care about that kind of stuff, but they do. it makes them comfortable. and even if they don't know that they notice it, they do on a subconscious level. and that's where i'm working my magic right now.
stealthy
under the radar
sneakin' up behind him
an' he'll never see me coming.........
heh
Sorry to hear about kelli... wow, getting into a bender with a cop while drinking... that is going to suck in court.
Right on about kris... good luck with your new plan.
I am going to get food with the brazillians... we will see what happens...