well, i called him today, but just to wish him happy birthday. 
right.
he knows better. he knows me better than that. i always have something up my sleeve. it's just part of my innate nature.
i'm really diggin that word.
innate.
beautiful word. so primal. so uncomplicated by thoughts and the like.
anyways, he sounded surprised to hear from me. i guess he would since i never call him. he's been in virginia for 3 weeks now, and i've called him twice.
he's testing me. that's what he's doing.
playing my games.
or maybe he's just trying to keep distance. the more emotional distance he has, the easier it is to endure the physical distance.
maybe he's just fuckin with my head.
right.
he knows better. he knows me better than that. i always have something up my sleeve. it's just part of my innate nature.
i'm really diggin that word.
innate.
beautiful word. so primal. so uncomplicated by thoughts and the like.
anyways, he sounded surprised to hear from me. i guess he would since i never call him. he's been in virginia for 3 weeks now, and i've called him twice.
he's testing me. that's what he's doing.
playing my games.
or maybe he's just trying to keep distance. the more emotional distance he has, the easier it is to endure the physical distance.
maybe he's just fuckin with my head.
I like you... you have drive.
As for tomorrow... my wish still stands.
Don't let the bastards get you down.