fox1

well, lest another day has passed in the on going struggle that is my life. I choose life. well a subdiversion of it but life none the less. i think i will take myself to see underworld, if i cant find a girl to go with me.

it seems of late that im still hung up on finding a girl. i see them everywhere but none seem to fit. perhaps the girl i called today will return my call. and maybe for the first time since i broke it off with the last girlfirend, i will have a sinse of hope. it no big deal really. im not afraid. for fear is the mind killer. i will let my fears pass through me, i will not be afraid.

wow that last paragraph sounded pretty pussy. im glad i sound like a 14 year old girl. at least im not like this in real life. i mean that....

not talking to anyone for most of the day has left me with an abundence of words today. or perhaps its because i was doing so much reading for my classes.

well kids im ganna dick arroudn then go home and masturbate then take a shower and fall asleep. and maybe masturbate again. who knows.