Happiness.
Some are only happy if they're the center of attention. Some are only happy with having possessions. Some are happy when they make others happy. And some don't believe they will ever be happy, and they cry the whole time they smile as others get everything they want.
I used to be category three. I feel like number four now. Everything I do or...
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Some are only happy if they're the center of attention. Some are only happy with having possessions. Some are happy when they make others happy. And some don't believe they will ever be happy, and they cry the whole time they smile as others get everything they want.
I used to be category three. I feel like number four now. Everything I do or...
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jenya:
positive thinking....BAH.....only after you have cried all those tears that you have stuffed for 24 years 
jenya:
i ain't doing much of anything this weekend......IM fest????
Love.
Everyone seems in such a hurry to fall in love. I used to be that way. I think I was more in love with the thought of being IN love than I was with that particular person. Two engagements and many broken hearts later, I'm here. While I'm quick to love someone, falling IN love takes me a lot more time. I don't know...
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Everyone seems in such a hurry to fall in love. I used to be that way. I think I was more in love with the thought of being IN love than I was with that particular person. Two engagements and many broken hearts later, I'm here. While I'm quick to love someone, falling IN love takes me a lot more time. I don't know...
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kitsune76:
I agree with your thoughts on love. That's why I don't think I'll ever be ready for a relationship; because I just cannot stop this goddamn lonliness inside. And I refuse to inflict that on others. So, yeah. Single forever (sigh)
jenya:
yesterday on IM was good times 
Well, I came to the conclusion that I've lived for others so long, I don't know how to think of myself at times.
I finally figured out how to get a profile pic up! It's a lil stretched, but hey, I'm new to all this.
I'm snowed in. Can't get to work, so I'm lounging on a rare day off. I figure I'll kick back...
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I finally figured out how to get a profile pic up! It's a lil stretched, but hey, I'm new to all this.
I'm snowed in. Can't get to work, so I'm lounging on a rare day off. I figure I'll kick back...
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nursesugar:
Snowed in? What the CRAP it has to be 4 feet for me to get snowed in, wtf? Hospitals don't close for snow! I love the new prof. pic. It's awesome. Yum yum. Gorgeous hair 
kitsune76:
Woo! Strechy!
Thanks for the words of encouragement. I'll prolly get a pic up one day that shows actually I'm pretty damn cute in many ways (cos I know I *am* in theory) but the image of the grotesque is a tough one to fight off after wearing it for so many years like a comfy shawl.
Still, support is always appreciated.
Thanks for the words of encouragement. I'll prolly get a pic up one day that shows actually I'm pretty damn cute in many ways (cos I know I *am* in theory) but the image of the grotesque is a tough one to fight off after wearing it for so many years like a comfy shawl.
Still, support is always appreciated.
SG Burlesque Tour....
I'm trying to get more info about it. I see it will be in my coty on February 14th at a place called Little Brothers. Gotta find out where it is, and how much it'll cost to get in. Can anyone tell me more about it?
I'm having one of those rare clarity of thought moments. Beware, my next post will probably...
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I'm trying to get more info about it. I see it will be in my coty on February 14th at a place called Little Brothers. Gotta find out where it is, and how much it'll cost to get in. Can anyone tell me more about it?
I'm having one of those rare clarity of thought moments. Beware, my next post will probably...
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delilahb:
I wish the burlesque tour was coming even remotely near me. That would be swell.
nursesugar:
How are you, threesome sex master!? When do I get to experience that? And you SO owe me a jasmine scented massage. Miss ya. xoxo
Life just got REALLY interesting... my friend Stacey (Bettie Page with plus size curves), whom I've passed a couple evenings with, has talked me into a threesome with her best friend Erin, who's also a rather striking girl. Maybe this'll make up for that awkward crap I was involved in last time. Here's to hoping for a good night!
Work's crazy, life's crazy, heart's crazy......
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puresauciness:
I am so jealous. I am glad that it was a 10 on the Richter scale (did i spell that wrong?)
daghost:
Just ahead of me.........
Love 3-way sex, count me in next time
Love 3-way sex, count me in next time
Good morning!
I officially hate phones now. Went out with my friends Drew and Jenny last night, was looking forward to sleeping in... and between the hours of 9 and 10, the phone rang 57 times. That's right. 57 separate calls within 60 minutes. *left eye twitching*
I do some REAL stupid things sometimes. For instance, agreeing to meet my psycho-hose-beast ex-girlfriend at Outland on...
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I officially hate phones now. Went out with my friends Drew and Jenny last night, was looking forward to sleeping in... and between the hours of 9 and 10, the phone rang 57 times. That's right. 57 separate calls within 60 minutes. *left eye twitching*
I do some REAL stupid things sometimes. For instance, agreeing to meet my psycho-hose-beast ex-girlfriend at Outland on...
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daghost:
You must be my friend, I haven't stopped singing that song since the ride to work this morning.
"just ahead of me..."
"just ahead of me..."
nursesugar:
Kickass, you're the best! Get movin on that photoset sunshine....
*sighs*
I wish I knew how to react to certain things. Imagine your best friend in the world doing their best to avoid talking with you because you disagree with a major choice they've made. Makes you wonder how good the friendship was in the first place. Maybe I was just deluding myself into thinking I was bloody important to someone for once.
Why do...
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I wish I knew how to react to certain things. Imagine your best friend in the world doing their best to avoid talking with you because you disagree with a major choice they've made. Makes you wonder how good the friendship was in the first place. Maybe I was just deluding myself into thinking I was bloody important to someone for once.
Why do...
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nursesugar:
Heh.. yeah well... I dunno. These are my new life mantras. I'm tired of getting fucked over and REALLY tired of trusting people and then getting hurt. It sucks but I guess that's the way of the world, huh? Talk to ya later 
puresauciness:
What makes me happy? Edy's Dreamery ice cream in New York Style Cheesecake. However, it makes my ass fat, so i don't know if that balances out.
I am happy for the first time in forever. I know how you feel. I never really know why I am so sad usually.
I am happy for the first time in forever. I know how you feel. I never really know why I am so sad usually.
What a strange few days.
I guess first news would be that I got into a bit of a scuffle with an irate customer. Fortunately, the initiator of the miniature battle was NOT me, as the customer sent a very surprised me into a metal rack of games. Gloves were off though, and about ten seconds later, I had him pinned in a rather brutal...
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I guess first news would be that I got into a bit of a scuffle with an irate customer. Fortunately, the initiator of the miniature battle was NOT me, as the customer sent a very surprised me into a metal rack of games. Gloves were off though, and about ten seconds later, I had him pinned in a rather brutal...
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kitsune76:
(hug)
This is a time of change. Of doors closing and opening. And you're dealing well by all accounts.
I hate change.
This is a time of change. Of doors closing and opening. And you're dealing well by all accounts.
I hate change.
delilahb:
More pics, more pics, more pics!
Yeah, this has been a shitty week. I hope next week is better. On the plus side, it is Friday. That makes me hella happy. I never say Hella, oh my god.
Yeah, this has been a shitty week. I hope next week is better. On the plus side, it is Friday. That makes me hella happy. I never say Hella, oh my god.
Hoo boy...
This is the big one. My mom's Christmas celebration is today. We were waiting for my little sister to come back into town. So here's the roster for today, for the Christmas celebration. My mother (lesbian) and her woman (also lesbian, obviously), my brother (pastor) and his ultra-conservative wife, my sister (drunk) and her boyfriend (dealer), and myself (liberal new-age healer).
I should...
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This is the big one. My mom's Christmas celebration is today. We were waiting for my little sister to come back into town. So here's the roster for today, for the Christmas celebration. My mother (lesbian) and her woman (also lesbian, obviously), my brother (pastor) and his ultra-conservative wife, my sister (drunk) and her boyfriend (dealer), and myself (liberal new-age healer).
I should...
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nursesugar:
Why in the hell can't I get sensual massags like that from my an? GEEZ! Actually, mine is really good. I'm a diabetic, and we all have circulation problems with our feet. You, of course, know that massage is wonderful for circulation and he rubs lotion into them pretty much every night. But that's about as sensual as it gets lol! Thanks for the compliment on my pictures... I guess you saw the set in the Plus Size Women group huh? Hehe... thanks!!!
nursesugar:
Seriously? Hell yeah I'd be interested. But I'm in NJ and you're in OH, so how would that work??? But I'm totally down. And yeah, men, for the most part, are clueless these days when it comes to women.
What a year...
Here I am, sitting alone. My friends are all off doing their own thing. I'm not invited. I'm broke. So I get to sit alone in an empty, silent house and listen to the parties down the street. Lonely, but strangely at peace. I've let go of everybody now. I'm done with it. Those that I know in my life, I cut...
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Here I am, sitting alone. My friends are all off doing their own thing. I'm not invited. I'm broke. So I get to sit alone in an empty, silent house and listen to the parties down the street. Lonely, but strangely at peace. I've let go of everybody now. I'm done with it. Those that I know in my life, I cut...
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delilahb:
I'm here for you man, because that is exactly what I went through on New Year's Eve.
eleph666:
where I end and you begin